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[gospel glazba]

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[gospel glazba se nastavlja]

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[gospel glazba se nastavlja]

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David,

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dušo, ne moraš to učiniti danas.

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Mora biti ovako.

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[dramatična glazba]

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David,

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prošlo je 20 godina.

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[glazba]

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Dušo, zar ne misliš da duguješ svoje

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ljudi više nego prazan
ured i ostavku?

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Poslao sam Jaya da ostane kod nas
Mama na par dana,

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ali mislim da je ovo
nešto o čemu moramo razgovarati

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o tome kada se vratimo, jer volim te.

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Stvarno želim.

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Ali pozabavit ćemo se time kasnije, u redu?

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Nemam više ništa za dati.

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Neću dugo.

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Idem počistiti svoj ured.

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[dramatična klavirska glazba]

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Vau! Ja Mmm.

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Ne, ne, ne, ne.

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Laku noć.

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Znaš, neću
neka imaš još

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od njih šećerna gazirana pića,
jer nema načina.

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smiri se

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Sad, hoću li se smiriti?
Kad smo dobili ovakve brojke.

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Znaš što ćemo morati učiniti?

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Vidi, odmah nakon ovoga,
malo ćemo skočiti.

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Zapravo, hoćemo
hodati po cijelom posjedu.

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Odmah nakon ovoga, odmah,
jer trebamo,

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strpljenje je vrlina.

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Stvarno, mama Hazel?

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Ti ćeš mi reći
da je strpljenje vrlina,

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kad si ti taj zbog kojeg sam ovdje

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zadnjih 20 minuta,
čekajući svog unuka.

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ha? Trebam li biti strpljiv?

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Vidi, znam da sam mu rekla
kada doći ovamo.

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U redu, oh, kad smo već kod vraga.

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Kad smo već kod đavla. Tvoja baka je vani
ovdje se samo petljam s-s ovim kartama.

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Znaš mamu Ruth.

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Drago mi je da ste ovdje.

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znate.

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U redu.

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I znaš što je napravila neku noć?

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Da, pokušavao sam je dobiti, i ona

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gledaj svoja posla.

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-Znaš što?
-U redu.

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Jutros sam je otišao probuditi
dok sam stigao tamo, opa!

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Bila je to samo mrlja.

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I to nakon trećeg puta,

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pitala me koliko je sati.

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Nemoj biti ovdje i govoriti o mojim stvarima.

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U redu, znaš što? ja sam,

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Previše sam gotov.

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Pa znaš što ću učiniti?

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U redu.

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Umm, prepustimo se tome.

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Hm, doći ću
natrag kad je vrijeme za jelo,

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u redu

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Čovječe, super si.
Baka je nešto drugo.

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[smijeh]

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Mama Ruth, znam
ne pokazuješ se ovdje.

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[smijeh]

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Pa, kako se osjećaš jutros?

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[cvrkut ptica]

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Pa, danas je taj dan.

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Čistim svoj stol i
predajući svoju ostavku.

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[cvrkut ptica]

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zašto

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Jer sam stajao
na toj propovjedaonici 20 godina,

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govoreći ljudima da imaju
vjeru, da Bog ima plan

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da nas voli i štiti.

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Ali gdje je bio kad ga je mama najviše trebala?

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[cvrkut ptica]

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Nije na nama da ga ispitujemo.

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Znaš, vjerovao sam u to
sve dok je nisam gledao kako nestaje.

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Ne mogu nastaviti s ovim.

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Ne mogu se pretvarati da imam vjere
kad ne znam ni postoji li Bog.

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[cvrkut ptica]

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Osjećam se kao takva prevarantica.

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Mama Ruth Izgubio sam se.

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Potpuno izgubljeno.

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[cvrkut ptica]

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Bože daj mi spokoja da
prihvatiti stvari koje ne mogu promijeniti.

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Hrabrosti da promijenim stvari koje mogu
i mudrost da se zna razlika.

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Problem je, ja
ne znam da li to prihvaćam.

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[cvrkut ptica]

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Moram u ured
i završi s ovim.

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[gospel glazba] [pjevačica vokalizira]

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[gospel glazba se nastavlja]

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[gospel glazba se nastavlja]

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[pjevači pjevaju]

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[gospel glazba se nastavlja]

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Džematu Istinskog
Misionarska baptistička crkva Vine.

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Da, Cheryl, znam da je zadnji
minuta, ali dobio sam to vjenčanje.

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Da.

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Dijete, ne mogu ovako izgledati.

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Ne, ne, samo malo sređivanje,
ništa previše dramatično.

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Pa, zapravo, dobro bi mi došlo
malo pojačati boju.

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Ovi sivi dobivaju bitku.

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Sutra, možeš li me smjestiti u oko 3?

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Oh, oh, neće li to učiniti.

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Hvala.

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Vi ste spasitelj.

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Znaš što, donijet ću ti
ti malo onih kvadratića limuna,

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koju toliko voliš.

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Znam da je tako.

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[tup udarac]

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[tup udarac]

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Zabrinut sam za njega.

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Da, 20 godina naš župnik, i
sada ova iznenadna ostavka?

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Znam, znam.

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Otkako mu je majka umrla, mm-hmm,

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ali znaš što?

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S njim se događa još nešto.

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-Mm-hmm.
- Ne razgovara ni s kim.

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Ne, čak ni njegova žena, koliko čujem.

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Uh-ha.

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Pakirao se cijeli tjedan,
kao, on jedva čeka da ode odavde.

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Ne, sastanak odbora je tek u ponedjeljak.

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Oh, i onda, sestra Brenda to želi
nazovi me govori o župniku čini se.

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Rekao sam, "Uh-uh, prestani odmah."

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Ovdje sam i brinem o vlastitom spasenju.

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Trebam i ti učiniti isto.

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Mm-hmm.

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Da, jesam.

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Znaš da se ne igram o župniku.

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Ne, još ne znaju.

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Ja ne znam.

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Samo ja i njegova žena, pretpostavljam.

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Znam, znam, ali samo...

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Slama mi srce.

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Mislim, ova crkva je i njegova obitelj.

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[tutnjava grmljavina]

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Djevojko, pusti me naprijed i
izlazi ovamo i zaključaj.

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Da, znam.

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Čujem ovu oluju.

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Pokušavam doći kući prije nego što udari.

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Rubovi mi ispadaju.

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Dobro, u redu, vidimo se sutra.

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Hvala.

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Bok.

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[tutnjava grmljavina]

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[tutnjava grmljavina]

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Pastor?

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Pastor Reynolds,

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Spremam se za izlazak.

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Mogu li još nešto
dobiti za tebe prije nego što zaključam?

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Uh, ne.

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Ne, um.

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Ne, ali hvala.

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Upravo završavam.

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[tutnjava grmljavina]

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Jeste li sigurni da je to prava stvar?

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Hm...

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Odlučila sam.

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Dvadeset godina, Davide.

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Dvadeset godina.

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To je sve dotaknuto mnogo života,

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uključujući i moje.

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Cijenim te više nego što znaš.

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Koliko god to vrijedilo, ja
još moli za svoju majku.

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Znam da je tako ponosna na tebe.

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[tutnjava grmljavina]

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Laku noć, Angela.

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Pa, uh... ta oluja dolazi.

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Prilično jako.

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Siguran si da se ne želiš vratiti?

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Možda sutra?

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Mogu dobiti...

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Ne, samo ću završiti ovo sada,
ali možeš zaključati na izlasku.

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Imam svoje ključeve.

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Budite sigurni, župniče.

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Laku noć.

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Laku noć, Angela.

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[dramatična glazba]

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[pjevačica pjeva]

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[dramatična glazba]

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[dramatična glazba se nastavlja]

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[grmljavina]

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Oh. Gdje je moj telefon?

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Ostavio ga u autu.

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[grmljavina]

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[plakanje]

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Oprostite, ali crkva je zatvorena.

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[tutnjava grmljavina]

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oprostite!

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[glasna grmljavina]

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opa opa

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nemoj ti dođi...

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Ne ulazi bliže si.

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Vau... Vau... Vau.

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Ne ulazi bliže si.

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-Smiri se.
- Ne bi trebao biti ovdje.

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Ja sam pastor Reynolds.

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Zašto to ne staviš
spustiti pištolj da možemo razgovarati?

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Oh, nema se o čemu razgovarati.

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Što je to?

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- Svetište?
-Ah! Ah...

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Ne, ne, ne!

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kako se usuđuješ

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kako se usuđuješ

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Kako se usuđuješ pretvarati?

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Briga... briga.

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Izgled. Dopusti da ti pomognem.

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pomozi mi!

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gdje si bila,

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kada mi je trebala tvoja pomoć?

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Gdje!

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[glasna grmljavina]

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Slušaj, smiri se.

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Što god misliš
o tome da radim, gledaj, nemoj.

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Hajdemo razgovarati.

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Nema se što pričati o ovome.

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Nisam došao ovamo radi razgovora.

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Došao sam zbog tišine.

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Apsolutna tišina.

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Zaokrenuti!

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Zaokrenuti!

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Zaokrenuti!

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Uključi se.

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-Dobro, dobro.
-Zaokrenuti!

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- Dobro, dobro...
-Samo polako.

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U redu.

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Samo polako.

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Samo polako.

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U redu, u redu, u redu.

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Gledaj, ne moraš to raditi.

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Vidi, samo mi reci što ti treba.

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Moraš prestati
razgovarajući, u ured.

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Idi, idi, idi, idi, idi, idi, idi.

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Ići! Ići! Ići! Ići! Ne! Ići!

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-Miči se, miči se!
-U redu.

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Potez! Potez! ja nisam
igram se s vama, pastore.

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U redu, u redu, u redu.

238
00:16:46,630 --> 00:16:48,424
U redu.

239
00:16:53,470 --> 00:16:55,389
Sad, gdje ti je mobitel?

240
00:16:55,431 --> 00:16:56,640
Ostavio sam ga u autu.

241
00:16:56,724 --> 00:16:58,100
Nisam želio da me ometaju.

242
00:16:58,726 --> 00:17:01,145
Nadam se da mi ne lažete, pastore.

243
00:17:01,729 --> 00:17:03,022
Gle, zašto bih to učinio?

244
00:17:03,188 --> 00:17:05,023
ja ne lažem

245
00:17:05,733 --> 00:17:09,028
Vidi, ako ne vjeruješ
mene, možeš me pretražiti.

246
00:17:09,528 --> 00:17:14,199
[tutnjava grmljavina]

247
00:17:15,325 --> 00:17:17,286
Pastor, Pastor, sjedi.

248
00:17:19,246 --> 00:17:23,167
Sjednite i spustite ruke!

249
00:17:26,628 --> 00:17:30,758
Što? Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
ah, pismo ostavke, pastore?

250
00:17:31,467 --> 00:17:33,844
Oh. Odustaješ.

251
00:17:35,012 --> 00:17:38,515
Dok smo mi ostali zapeli.

252
00:17:38,974 --> 00:17:44,063
Zapeo sam ovdje, pokušavam napraviti nešto...
pokušavajući pronaći neki smisao kao pakao.

253
00:17:46,857 --> 00:17:49,234
Hej, hej, kako se zoveš?

254
00:17:51,737 --> 00:17:53,613
Nema veze.

255
00:17:53,655 --> 00:17:54,948
Hej, vidi, to mi je bitno.

256
00:17:54,990 --> 00:17:56,950
Došao si ovamo

257
00:17:57,493 --> 00:18:01,455
i postavite slova
propovjedaonica kao svetište.

258
00:18:03,957 --> 00:18:05,500
hej

259
00:18:05,542 --> 00:18:06,752
Hej, hej, hej.

260
00:18:07,086 --> 00:18:08,712
To ste vi na toj fotografiji, zar ne?

261
00:18:08,837 --> 00:18:12,716
Nema razlike.
Tko je to saznat ćete.

262
00:18:13,133 --> 00:18:16,094
Saznat ćeš, saznat ćeš
saznaj kada...

263
00:18:16,136 --> 00:18:18,221
dolazi do vas, župniče.

264
00:18:18,263 --> 00:18:21,683
Hej, gledaj, barem mi reci da li
jesi li član ovdje ili ne.

265
00:18:22,184 --> 00:18:25,395
[glasna grmljavina]

266
00:18:26,605 --> 00:18:27,605
Bio sam.

267
00:18:27,981 --> 00:18:29,066
Bio sam.

268
00:18:29,191 --> 00:18:30,108
Zašto mi onda ne kažeš svoje ime?

269
00:18:30,150 --> 00:18:31,151
Nema veze!

270
00:18:31,276 --> 00:18:34,696
Saznat ćeš kad bude vrijeme.

271
00:18:36,740 --> 00:18:38,700
Vidim da nosiš vjenčani prsten.

272
00:18:41,245 --> 00:18:42,913
Da.

273
00:18:42,996 --> 00:18:44,957
Da, da, jesam.

274
00:18:45,207 --> 00:18:49,044
Jer to je sve što mi je ostalo!

275
00:18:49,628 --> 00:18:53,507
I to-to, to-to...
proganjajuća tišina.

276
00:18:53,966 --> 00:18:56,552
I nema odgovora.

277
00:18:56,718 --> 00:19:00,097
[glasna grmljavina]

278
00:19:01,598 --> 00:19:04,035
A ostatak svijeta, ostalo
svijeta, ostatak svijeta

279
00:19:04,059 --> 00:19:06,604
samo prolaze kao oni...

280
00:19:06,646 --> 00:19:07,813
nikad čak,

281
00:19:07,896 --> 00:19:09,439
postojao.

282
00:19:09,773 --> 00:19:10,773
Slušaj, slušaj.

283
00:19:10,816 --> 00:19:13,026
Jesu li oni ti
govoriš o svojoj obitelji?

284
00:19:14,111 --> 00:19:15,153
Pastor.

285
00:19:20,868 --> 00:19:23,162
Hej, naše nevolje nisu previše različite.

286
00:19:24,746 --> 00:19:28,458
Došao sam večeras ovamo reći
zbogom i ovom mjestu.

287
00:19:29,209 --> 00:19:33,422
Ne zato što sam prestao vjerovati u Boga,
nego zato što prestajem vjerovati da me čuje.

288
00:19:34,673 --> 00:19:39,136
[smijeh]

289
00:19:39,344 --> 00:19:42,014
Kako se usuđuješ?!

290
00:19:43,098 --> 00:19:46,435
Muke! Ti ne poznaješ moj život!

291
00:19:46,602 --> 00:19:49,438
A moj život nije kao tvoj život!

292
00:19:51,732 --> 00:19:54,985
Mogu li, molim vas, otići do
toalet? Samo je tamo.

293
00:19:55,819 --> 00:20:00,782
[grmljavina tutnji u daljini]

294
00:20:01,116 --> 00:20:04,494
[plakanje i cviljenje]

295
00:20:06,413 --> 00:20:08,999
Nadam se... da ne pokušavaš...

296
00:20:09,333 --> 00:20:11,960
nadam se nisi
pokušava me prevariti, pastore.

297
00:20:12,002 --> 00:20:12,669
neću.

298
00:20:12,753 --> 00:20:13,795
Hej, ovo nije trik.

299
00:20:14,713 --> 00:20:16,381
Ovdje sam satima.

300
00:20:17,966 --> 00:20:21,136
Upravo sam popio svoju četvrtu šalicu kave,
tako da samo prolazi kroz mene.

301
00:20:21,929 --> 00:20:26,975
[tutnjava grmljavina]

302
00:20:27,976 --> 00:20:29,353
Samo naprijed.

303
00:20:30,896 --> 00:20:32,814
U redu.

304
00:20:32,856 --> 00:20:37,861
U redu. [tutnjava grmljavina]

305
00:20:40,239 --> 00:20:43,325
Pastore, ne čujem ništa
voda, događa se tamo.

306
00:20:43,367 --> 00:20:46,203
Ne čujem da se ništa događa unutra
Pastor, što to radiš?

307
00:20:46,620 --> 00:20:48,622
[voda teče]

308
00:20:49,831 --> 00:20:51,917
[tutnjava grmljavina]

309
00:20:52,084 --> 00:20:53,835
[voda teče]

310
00:20:53,961 --> 00:20:57,339
Znate li što je najgori dio toga?

311
00:20:57,589 --> 00:20:58,799
[tutnjava grmljavina]

312
00:20:58,966 --> 00:21:00,926
Ne, reci mi.

313
00:21:00,968 --> 00:21:02,135
[tutnjava grmljavina]

314
00:21:02,219 --> 00:21:04,930
Svi govore da Bog,

315
00:21:05,597 --> 00:21:07,766
djeluje na misteriozne načine.

316
00:21:07,933 --> 00:21:09,685
[tutnjava grmljavina]

317
00:21:10,018 --> 00:21:11,728
[smijeh] Oh...

318
00:21:12,729 --> 00:21:15,482
Jeste li to ikome ikada rekli, župniče?

319
00:21:16,316 --> 00:21:19,486
Da Bog djeluje na tajanstvene načine?

320
00:21:21,488 --> 00:21:23,448
Da, jesam.

321
00:21:23,740 --> 00:21:24,950
[tutnjava grmljavina]

322
00:21:25,242 --> 00:21:27,202
Jeste li vjerovali kad ste to rekli?

323
00:21:27,369 --> 00:21:31,039
[tutnjava grmljavina]

324
00:21:31,748 --> 00:21:33,667
Jesam kad sam to rekao.

325
00:21:33,709 --> 00:21:35,669
Ali sada.

326
00:21:35,711 --> 00:21:37,671
Ne znam u što vjerujem.

327
00:21:40,007 --> 00:21:41,466
Oh, dobro.

328
00:21:42,467 --> 00:21:44,428
Barem ste pošteni.

329
00:21:44,720 --> 00:21:46,722
[glasna grmljavina]

330
00:21:48,974 --> 00:21:50,225
Što do.

331
00:21:50,475 --> 00:21:51,476
Upravo je nestalo struje.

332
00:21:51,560 --> 00:21:53,353
To se događa kad god nas uhvati oluja.

333
00:21:56,231 --> 00:21:57,500
Dobro, hajde, hajde, hajde.

334
00:21:57,524 --> 00:21:58,191
Potez.

335
00:21:58,358 --> 00:21:59,484
Ne pokušavaj ništa.

336
00:21:59,526 --> 00:22:00,694
Hajde, hajde.

337
00:22:00,736 --> 00:22:02,005
Ruke, drži ih visoko, Pastore.

338
00:22:02,029 --> 00:22:02,654
-U redu.
-Drži ih visoko.

339
00:22:02,696 --> 00:22:03,405
-U redu.
-Drži ih gore, visoko.

340
00:22:03,447 --> 00:22:05,115
-U redu.
-Drži ih gore.

341
00:22:05,240 --> 00:22:07,617
Sada sjednite natrag, pastore.

342
00:22:07,909 --> 00:22:09,619
U redu, shvaćam.

343
00:22:09,661 --> 00:22:10,704
Bojiš se.

344
00:22:10,787 --> 00:22:12,748
ne bojim se.

345
00:22:12,998 --> 00:22:13,873
Ja sam.

346
00:22:13,915 --> 00:22:15,500
Ja sam. gotov sam!

347
00:22:17,377 --> 00:22:18,420
Dobro.

348
00:22:18,462 --> 00:22:20,422
Generator se ponovno uključio.

349
00:22:20,464 --> 00:22:23,925
Ali ako se svjetla opet ugase,
smanjit će snagu na 50%.

350
00:22:24,176 --> 00:22:25,677
ah,

351
00:22:25,844 --> 00:22:28,597
ništa ne ide po planu.

352
00:22:30,098 --> 00:22:32,267
Došao sam da dam,

353
00:22:32,309 --> 00:22:34,519
ti poruku!

354
00:22:34,728 --> 00:22:37,606
I ništa od ovoga.

355
00:22:38,023 --> 00:22:40,776
Ništa od ovoga, ništa od toga!

356
00:22:41,318 --> 00:22:43,278
Promijenit će se.

357
00:22:44,237 --> 00:22:45,280
Moj um.

358
00:22:45,739 --> 00:22:50,285
Hej, tvoja bol, tvoja
bol, ne mogu to zamisliti.

359
00:22:50,994 --> 00:22:52,245
Ali ovo nije način!

360
00:22:52,454 --> 00:22:53,454
[pucanj]

361
00:22:54,122 --> 00:22:57,375
[tutnjava grmljavina]

362
00:22:58,710 --> 00:23:00,962
Sada, sljedeći neće izostati.

363
00:23:02,214 --> 00:23:05,467
Boravak. Sjedenje. dolje.

364
00:23:06,218 --> 00:23:08,178
Pastor.

365
00:23:10,138 --> 00:23:12,099
Ovo će uskoro biti gotovo.

366
00:23:12,224 --> 00:23:13,433
Što to znači?

367
00:23:13,558 --> 00:23:14,810
Oh. Saznat ćeš.

368
00:23:16,228 --> 00:23:19,648
Što god ideš
kroz, ne može biti tako loše.

369
00:23:20,065 --> 00:23:21,608
Pravo.

370
00:23:21,817 --> 00:23:23,068
Pravo! Točno, točno!

371
00:23:23,110 --> 00:23:24,110
u pravu si!

372
00:23:24,486 --> 00:23:25,486
Kao!

373
00:23:25,987 --> 00:23:28,156
[tutnjava grmljavina]

374
00:23:28,406 --> 00:23:30,742
Bog ima plan.

375
00:23:30,992 --> 00:23:32,953
Aleluja!

376
00:23:34,538 --> 00:23:36,665
Svi su u raju.

377
00:23:36,790 --> 00:23:37,916
Slava Gospodu!

378
00:23:37,999 --> 00:23:38,792
Bog je dobar!

379
00:23:38,834 --> 00:23:40,251
Sve vrijeme!

380
00:23:40,293 --> 00:23:42,254
Bog je dobar!

381
00:23:43,130 --> 00:23:45,132
[tutnjava grmljavina]

382
00:23:45,924 --> 00:23:46,925
Oh. Pastor.

383
00:23:47,217 --> 00:23:48,802
[tutnjava grmljavina]

384
00:23:49,052 --> 00:23:52,472
Moja 12-godišnja unuka.

385
00:23:53,849 --> 00:23:55,725
Imala je cijeli život pred sobom.

386
00:23:57,435 --> 00:23:59,813
Kakav plan sve to uklanja?

387
00:24:00,439 --> 00:24:01,039
ha?

388
00:24:01,231 --> 00:24:03,275
Dakle, nešto se dogodilo vašoj obitelji.

389
00:24:04,943 --> 00:24:06,903
Pastor.

390
00:24:07,737 --> 00:24:09,698
Pastor, molim.

391
00:24:10,657 --> 00:24:13,702
[tutnjava grmljavina]

392
00:24:14,953 --> 00:24:16,246
Oh.

393
00:24:16,913 --> 00:24:18,039
Oh!

394
00:24:18,540 --> 00:24:20,542
Oh!

395
00:24:20,959 --> 00:24:22,919
Župnik pije.

396
00:24:23,420 --> 00:24:25,422
[tutnjava grmljavina]

397
00:24:25,505 --> 00:24:27,048
[smijeh]

398
00:24:27,215 --> 00:24:29,134
Župnik je čovjek.

399
00:24:29,176 --> 00:24:30,969
Nije moj.

400
00:24:31,011 --> 00:24:33,304
To je od tipa kojeg odbijam savjetovati.

401
00:24:33,346 --> 00:24:34,346
Ostavio ga je ovdje.

402
00:24:34,514 --> 00:24:36,183
Zavjetujući se da više nikada neće piti.

403
00:24:37,809 --> 00:24:39,811
[smijeh]

404
00:24:42,189 --> 00:24:44,441
Bogu koji nije stvaran.

405
00:24:50,238 --> 00:24:54,159
Mmmmh. oh, oh.

406
00:24:54,451 --> 00:24:56,077
Umm.

407
00:24:56,244 --> 00:24:59,331
[tutnjava grmljavina]

408
00:24:59,915 --> 00:25:01,082
ne uh

409
00:25:02,709 --> 00:25:03,709
Piće.

410
00:25:04,419 --> 00:25:05,462
čovječe Božji.

411
00:25:05,921 --> 00:25:07,881
Sada, što će to dokazati?

412
00:25:08,215 --> 00:25:09,257
Hmm?

413
00:25:09,341 --> 00:25:11,885
Možda baš taj jad voli društvo.

414
00:25:12,302 --> 00:25:15,180
[tutnjava grmljavina]

415
00:25:15,555 --> 00:25:16,640
pijte!

416
00:25:19,392 --> 00:25:25,357
[tutnjava grmljavina]

417
00:25:28,235 --> 00:25:30,195
Sad ti popij piće...

418
00:25:31,905 --> 00:25:33,448
ili ću te upucati.

419
00:25:37,994 --> 00:25:42,415
[tutnjava grmljavina]

420
00:25:43,708 --> 00:25:46,670
Sada, osjećaš li se zbog toga bolje?

421
00:25:48,213 --> 00:25:51,174
Misliš li da će to biti
držati me podalje od raja?

422
00:25:52,342 --> 00:25:57,013
Samo sam htio vidjeti, vidjeti,
vidiš, vidiš, imaš svoje licemjerje.

423
00:25:57,472 --> 00:25:59,349
gotov sam

424
00:25:59,391 --> 00:26:00,892
Završio sam s ovim razgovorom!

425
00:26:01,059 --> 00:26:02,977
Oh.

426
00:26:03,019 --> 00:26:04,562
sad,

427
00:26:04,604 --> 00:26:06,356
župnik...

428
00:26:07,524 --> 00:26:12,904
Nije li vaša dužnost učiniti
što god moraš,

429
00:26:13,697 --> 00:26:14,948
da spasim svoj život?

430
00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:17,200
Kako bih to trebao učiniti?

431
00:26:18,994 --> 00:26:20,537
Želim te.

432
00:26:21,371 --> 00:26:22,371
pogledati...

433
00:26:22,497 --> 00:26:26,251
unutar te kutije i izvadi to-to,

434
00:26:26,710 --> 00:26:30,422
ta Biblija koju imate
tamo sahranjen, i želim,

435
00:26:30,672 --> 00:26:33,758
da mi daš neku božansku poruku...

436
00:26:34,342 --> 00:26:36,219
o tome kako Bože!

437
00:26:36,595 --> 00:26:39,264
Uklonit će moju bol!

438
00:26:41,850 --> 00:26:43,101
Samo naprijed!

439
00:26:43,351 --> 00:26:48,315
[tutnjava grmljavina]

440
00:26:49,107 --> 00:26:51,026
Daj mi riječ!

441
00:26:51,276 --> 00:26:52,944
Imate sve odgovore.

442
00:26:53,111 --> 00:26:53,945
Zašto mi ne kažeš?

443
00:26:54,029 --> 00:26:59,451
Ooh, Pastore, zašto
moraš biti tako ciničan?

444
00:27:00,076 --> 00:27:04,331
[tutnjava grmljavina]

445
00:27:06,708 --> 00:27:08,668
Ti nosiš taj ovratnik.

446
00:27:09,961 --> 00:27:13,048
I dokle god nosiš,

447
00:27:13,256 --> 00:27:14,591
taj ovratnik,

448
00:27:16,092 --> 00:27:19,471
ti bi trebao čuvati svoje ovce.

449
00:27:19,679 --> 00:27:21,473
[tutnjava grmljavina]

450
00:27:21,681 --> 00:27:24,100
Nađi mi riječ!

451
00:27:24,184 --> 00:27:27,020
[glasna grmljavina]

452
00:27:28,480 --> 00:27:30,148
To nije zvučalo dobro.

453
00:27:30,774 --> 00:27:33,860
Oh, oh! nemoj, nemoj,
nemoj, ne pokušavaj.

454
00:27:34,486 --> 00:27:36,404
ja nisam

455
00:27:36,446 --> 00:27:38,531
Ali moram ići vidjeti što se dogodilo.

456
00:27:39,657 --> 00:27:41,618
Fino.

457
00:27:42,994 --> 00:27:44,954
hajde

458
00:27:47,374 --> 00:27:49,959
Hajde, župniče, i ja sam...

459
00:27:51,211 --> 00:27:53,171
Pomakni stolicu.

460
00:27:53,713 --> 00:27:55,673
Mm hmm.

461
00:27:55,965 --> 00:27:58,802
Samo naprijed, a ja sam odmah iza tebe.

462
00:27:59,761 --> 00:28:01,763
[promet]

463
00:28:02,013 --> 00:28:04,015
[kiša]

464
00:28:04,724 --> 00:28:06,976
Da, to je, to je, to je dobro.

465
00:28:07,394 --> 00:28:08,996
Nadam se da to sutra nećeš upotrijebiti na meni.

466
00:28:09,020 --> 00:28:10,480
biti...

467
00:28:10,730 --> 00:28:12,315
tiho.

468
00:28:12,440 --> 00:28:13,440
Vau!

469
00:28:13,733 --> 00:28:16,111
Vani pada kiša, mačke i psi.

470
00:28:16,194 --> 00:28:17,779
Oh, konačno, počeo sam vjerovati,

471
00:28:18,029 --> 00:28:19,029
da nitko nije dolazio.

472
00:28:19,280 --> 00:28:21,241
Marcus, još si ovdje?

473
00:28:21,741 --> 00:28:23,701
Da, znaš da želiš,

474
00:28:23,952 --> 00:28:25,286
neka je ovdje sama.

475
00:28:25,495 --> 00:28:26,495
Gdje je David?

476
00:28:26,788 --> 00:28:30,458
Uh, nisam ga vidjela od jutros.

477
00:28:30,875 --> 00:28:33,711
Oh, Marcuse, hvala ti što si ostao s njom.

478
00:28:33,878 --> 00:28:34,478
Naravno, dušo.

479
00:28:34,629 --> 00:28:35,713
Tako si dobar prema nama,

480
00:28:36,131 --> 00:28:37,340
ali uzeo sam je odavde.

481
00:28:37,549 --> 00:28:38,591
U redu. Hvala.

482
00:28:38,675 --> 00:28:39,902
Želiš nešto pojesti prije odlaska?

483
00:28:39,926 --> 00:28:41,219
Ne, ne, ne, ne, dobro sam.

484
00:28:42,220 --> 00:28:44,472
Vidjet ću te svijetlu i rano,

485
00:28:44,514 --> 00:28:45,139
gospođo Hazel.

486
00:28:45,181 --> 00:28:46,181
U redu.

487
00:28:46,516 --> 00:28:49,602
Laku noć, Marcuse, u redu?

488
00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:52,981
-Jeste li dobro proveli dan?
-U redu.

489
00:28:53,023 --> 00:28:54,983
Nazvat ću Davida, u redu?

490
00:28:55,733 --> 00:29:02,907
[tutnjava grmljavina]

491
00:29:05,118 --> 00:29:06,327
[telefon zvoni]

492
00:29:09,205 --> 00:29:10,248
David.

493
00:29:10,957 --> 00:29:12,208
Zovem te cijeli dan.

494
00:29:12,459 --> 00:29:13,877
Možete li me molim vas nazvati?

495
00:29:14,419 --> 00:29:16,379
Ne liči na tebe da ne odgovaraš na moje pozive.

496
00:29:16,421 --> 00:29:18,131
Idete ravno na govornu poštu.

497
00:29:18,173 --> 00:29:19,799
Nazovi me.

498
00:29:19,924 --> 00:29:21,176
Nekako sam zabrinuta.

499
00:29:21,926 --> 00:29:25,221
[tutnjava grmljavina]

500
00:29:26,473 --> 00:29:27,974
Ne javlja se.

501
00:29:28,016 --> 00:29:29,016
Hm, ah.

502
00:29:29,309 --> 00:29:30,268
Jeste li spremni za jelo?

503
00:29:30,310 --> 00:29:31,311
idemo jesti.

504
00:29:32,187 --> 00:29:33,646
Oh, hajde.

505
00:29:33,688 --> 00:29:34,688
idemo jesti.

506
00:29:34,731 --> 00:29:41,529
[tutnjava grmljavina]

507
00:29:43,239 --> 00:29:45,908
Samo moram vidjeti što je
događa s crkvom.

508
00:29:45,950 --> 00:29:47,869
Dobro, ali rekla sam ti.

509
00:29:47,911 --> 00:29:49,203
Samo polako.

510
00:29:49,245 --> 00:29:50,245
Ništa smiješno, župniče.

511
00:29:50,538 --> 00:29:51,873
[kapanje vode]

512
00:29:56,252 --> 00:30:02,383
[tutnjava grmljavina]

513
00:30:06,471 --> 00:30:08,139
To ne izgleda dobro.

514
00:30:08,598 --> 00:30:10,683
[smijeh] Ali ipak je prikladno.

515
00:30:11,476 --> 00:30:14,187
Ta voda će ga iskriviti
kat ako nešto ne poduzmemo.

516
00:30:15,230 --> 00:30:16,648
Mi?

517
00:30:17,023 --> 00:30:18,942
Držim te kao taoca, sjećaš se?

518
00:30:19,234 --> 00:30:21,194
Nisam zaboravio.

519
00:30:22,987 --> 00:30:25,406
Imam neke kante i
cerada u ormaru za skladištenje.

520
00:30:25,448 --> 00:30:27,408
Samo ih idem uzeti.

521
00:30:27,992 --> 00:30:29,619
Fino.

522
00:30:29,661 --> 00:30:32,413
Dobro, ali nemoj raditi ništa lukavo, Pastore.

523
00:30:32,497 --> 00:30:37,460
Ne pokušavajte biti lukavi ili hoćete
dobiti ekspresnu kartu za zagrobni život.

524
00:30:37,710 --> 00:30:39,420
Idemo.

525
00:30:43,200 --> 00:30:44,800
[gospel glazba] [grmljavina pucketa]

526
00:30:46,719 --> 00:30:48,680
Možeš li nositi ovo?

527
00:30:49,514 --> 00:30:50,614
[gospel glazba se nastavlja]

528
00:30:58,648 --> 00:30:59,648
[pjevačica pjeva]

529
00:31:18,459 --> 00:31:19,959
[gospel glazba se nastavlja]

530
00:31:32,599 --> 00:31:34,559
Mogu li dobiti tu ceradu?

531
00:31:34,809 --> 00:31:36,309
[gospel glazba se nastavlja]

532
00:31:43,401 --> 00:31:44,901
[pjevačica pjeva]

533
00:32:01,210 --> 00:32:03,171
Možete li mi dati
dodaj ovu ceradu, molim te?

534
00:32:04,589 --> 00:32:06,189
[gospel glazba]

535
00:32:12,221 --> 00:32:13,721
[gospel glazba se nastavlja]

536
00:32:26,069 --> 00:32:28,279
Izgledaš poznato.

537
00:32:29,656 --> 00:32:31,616
To ste ranije rekli.

538
00:32:33,284 --> 00:32:34,869
Išli ste u crkvu ovdje.

539
00:32:35,495 --> 00:32:37,455
Da. Služba u 8:30.

540
00:32:38,206 --> 00:32:39,958
Ah. Duhovi u 8:30.

541
00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:44,962
Tako je Angela zvala
prvi članovi službe.

542
00:32:45,713 --> 00:32:48,966
Uvijek smo sjedili otraga i odlazili.

543
00:32:49,008 --> 00:32:52,929
Tijekom završne himne, tako
da bismo mogli pobijediti promet.

544
00:32:53,971 --> 00:32:55,932
Mitchell?

545
00:32:56,724 --> 00:32:58,935
Sarah Mitchell, sad se sjećam.

546
00:33:01,062 --> 00:33:05,149
Vaš muž je bio na muškoj
odbor za planiranje povlačenja.

547
00:33:05,733 --> 00:33:06,333
da

548
00:33:06,484 --> 00:33:07,484
Uh ha.

549
00:33:07,568 --> 00:33:09,445
Organizirao je ribolovni turnir.

550
00:33:12,740 --> 00:33:15,284
A ti si predavao nedjelju
škola, ako se dobro sjećam.

551
00:33:15,993 --> 00:33:17,620
Treći i četvrti razred.

552
00:33:19,998 --> 00:33:21,499
Već šest godina.

553
00:33:21,958 --> 00:33:24,168
Bili ste više od običnih sudionika.

554
00:33:24,210 --> 00:33:25,586
Mm.

555
00:33:25,753 --> 00:33:26,753
Ah.

556
00:33:27,422 --> 00:33:28,022
ja...

557
00:33:28,089 --> 00:33:29,882
Odrastao sam u crkvi.

558
00:33:31,467 --> 00:33:33,428
Nedjeljna škola, grupa za mlade.

559
00:33:34,721 --> 00:33:36,931
Biblijski kamp svakog ljeta.

560
00:33:37,473 --> 00:33:39,434
Sad, ja sam bila ta djevojka,

561
00:33:40,476 --> 00:33:45,189
koji je zapamtio svih 66 knjiga Biblije.

562
00:33:45,732 --> 00:33:47,692
Vidim to.

563
00:33:47,984 --> 00:33:52,447
Išao sam na Biblijski fakultet,
diplomirao kršćanski odgoj.

564
00:33:52,739 --> 00:33:54,699
Planirao sam biti...

565
00:33:54,991 --> 00:33:56,951
misionar prije nego sam upoznala Marka.

566
00:33:57,702 --> 00:33:59,704
[kapanje vode]

567
00:34:01,247 --> 00:34:03,207
Gdje ste se upoznali?

568
00:34:04,125 --> 00:34:06,461
Uh, u...

569
00:34:09,756 --> 00:34:13,968
misijsko putovanje u Gvatemalu.

570
00:34:15,094 --> 00:34:16,888
[zveckajuće kante]

571
00:34:18,222 --> 00:34:20,433
Pomagali smo u izgradnji kuća za...

572
00:34:21,893 --> 00:34:23,061
[zveckajuće kante]

573
00:34:23,853 --> 00:34:25,813
žrtve uragana.

574
00:34:26,856 --> 00:34:28,608
[kapanje vode]

575
00:34:28,983 --> 00:34:30,318
Sada, Mark.

576
00:34:32,403 --> 00:34:34,572
Poznavao je Bibliju bolje od mene.

577
00:34:37,742 --> 00:34:39,702
I znao me nasmijati.

578
00:34:40,495 --> 00:34:44,457
[smijeh] I nisam
govoreći o tom lažnom smijehu.

579
00:34:45,458 --> 00:34:49,629
Govorim o tome - tom dubokom urlanju

580
00:34:50,546 --> 00:34:53,257
taj. Da. Taj smijeh iz duše.

581
00:34:53,299 --> 00:34:55,802
To je kao, ah ha-ha znaš?

582
00:34:56,719 --> 00:34:58,387
O moj Bože.

583
00:34:58,679 --> 00:35:00,932
Vi ste bili savršena crkvena obitelj.

584
00:35:02,099 --> 00:35:05,728
Pokušali smo biti. crkva svake nedjelje.

585
00:35:06,979 --> 00:35:08,940
Platili smo kravate.

586
00:35:09,732 --> 00:35:14,695
Činili smo pobožnosti, svaki
noć i vidi gdje nas je to dovelo.

587
00:35:15,655 --> 00:35:17,615
Nesreća.

588
00:35:19,492 --> 00:35:22,453
Dobio sam poziv od Jonathana Moorea,

589
00:35:23,496 --> 00:35:27,249
koji je bio šef hitne pomoći,
svećenstvo hitne te noći.

590
00:35:27,291 --> 00:35:29,210
sjećam se.

591
00:35:29,252 --> 00:35:30,753
Bio si tamo?

592
00:35:30,962 --> 00:35:31,962
Da.

593
00:35:32,255 --> 00:35:33,548
Još si bio u šoku.

594
00:35:34,465 --> 00:35:36,425
Ne očekujem da se sjećaš.

595
00:35:39,303 --> 00:35:40,303
ja, ja

596
00:35:40,429 --> 00:35:46,853
Sjećam se toga... tebe
držao me kad su mi rekli.

597
00:35:48,980 --> 00:35:50,022
jesam.

598
00:35:50,314 --> 00:35:52,692
Da su otišli,

599
00:35:53,109 --> 00:35:55,486
dozivajući njihova imena iznova i iznova i iznova.

600
00:35:58,489 --> 00:36:02,952
Emily, Jason, Lilly i Mark.

601
00:36:06,247 --> 00:36:08,165
Emily je voljela fotografirati.

602
00:36:08,207 --> 00:36:10,751
Jason je volio dinosaure,

603
00:36:11,419 --> 00:36:14,630
i Lily, upravo je izgubila prvi zub.

604
00:36:22,221 --> 00:36:24,181
Pijani vozač...

605
00:36:26,684 --> 00:36:28,644
Sastao sam se s njim.

606
00:36:29,562 --> 00:36:31,522
Oštećen i slomljen čovjek.

607
00:36:31,981 --> 00:36:34,066
Otišao sam da se sastanem s njim,

608
00:36:34,108 --> 00:36:37,027
i ja. ja. nisam mogao govoriti,
i pogledao sam ga, i

609
00:36:37,069 --> 00:36:39,113
izgledao je poput čudovišta.

610
00:36:39,989 --> 00:36:41,949
Izgledao je poput vraga.

611
00:36:42,533 --> 00:36:43,826
a ja...

612
00:36:44,202 --> 00:36:46,495
I. Upravo sam ponestalo

613
00:36:46,537 --> 00:36:50,708
iz sobe što sam brže mogao.

614
00:36:52,960 --> 00:36:54,795
Došao je k meni po savjet.

615
00:36:54,921 --> 00:36:56,255
Što?

616
00:36:56,297 --> 00:36:57,381
Prije otprilike tjedan dana.

617
00:36:57,965 --> 00:37:01,636
Svratio je želeći
pričati o tome što je učinio,

618
00:37:01,761 --> 00:37:04,472
kako mu je alkohol bio usidren oko vrata.

619
00:37:04,555 --> 00:37:06,515
I?

620
00:37:06,891 --> 00:37:08,851
odvratila sam ga.

621
00:37:08,976 --> 00:37:11,937
Nisam bio ni u kakvom stanju
savjetovati, bilo koga.

622
00:37:11,979 --> 00:37:15,441
Tako. Samo sam ga preporučio
mom prijatelju svećenstvu.

623
00:37:17,485 --> 00:37:19,028
U redu, idemo, idemo, idemo.

624
00:37:19,111 --> 00:37:20,839
Hajde, pastore, idemo
idemo, idemo, idemo.

625
00:37:20,863 --> 00:37:22,049
Moramo se vratiti u ured.

626
00:37:22,073 --> 00:37:23,073
Idemo, župniče.

627
00:37:23,532 --> 00:37:24,659
Vratimo se u ured.

628
00:37:25,117 --> 00:37:26,117
hajde

629
00:37:26,661 --> 00:37:27,453
Idemo. Idemo.

630
00:37:27,536 --> 00:37:28,204
U redu.

631
00:37:28,246 --> 00:37:29,246
hajde

632
00:37:29,330 --> 00:37:35,378
[glasan udar groma]

633
00:37:37,463 --> 00:37:39,924
Još mi nisi rekao zašto.

634
00:37:43,719 --> 00:37:45,429
Zašto što?

635
00:37:45,680 --> 00:37:50,601
Zašto bi Bog pun ljubavi dopustio da moja obitelj umre?

636
00:37:56,482 --> 00:37:58,484
[uzdah]

637
00:38:00,736 --> 00:38:01,779
ne mogu

638
00:38:01,946 --> 00:38:03,280
Probati.

639
00:38:04,740 --> 00:38:06,701
Želim čuti govor.

640
00:38:07,576 --> 00:38:10,746
Želim čuti što si bio,

641
00:38:10,913 --> 00:38:14,083
govoreći ožalošćenim udovicama i roditeljima

642
00:38:14,125 --> 00:38:16,961
koji su izgubili svoje voljene.

643
00:38:18,295 --> 00:38:22,216
Govor u koji ne vjerujete.

644
00:38:24,552 --> 00:38:27,221
Oh, što je s mojom omiljenom?

645
00:38:28,973 --> 00:38:32,309
Radost dolazi ujutro.

646
00:38:33,477 --> 00:38:37,690
Ili Bog radi da je sve dobro.

647
00:38:40,484 --> 00:38:45,364
Bog nam nikada ne daje više nego što možemo podnijeti.

648
00:38:45,781 --> 00:38:46,490
Oh!

649
00:38:46,532 --> 00:38:48,200
Sarah, smiri se.

650
00:38:48,451 --> 00:38:51,912
Oh, oh, oh, oh, tvoja obitelj na nebu.

651
00:38:52,580 --> 00:38:54,957
Oh, oh, ooh.

652
00:38:54,999 --> 00:38:59,712
Ima, ima, ima snage.

653
00:38:59,962 --> 00:39:01,922
Postoji poruka u ovoj boli.

654
00:39:02,631 --> 00:39:08,971
Da ovo... postoji test
koji će ojačati vašu vjeru.

655
00:39:11,474 --> 00:39:13,726
Kako. kako se usuđuješ

656
00:39:14,226 --> 00:39:15,728
To su laži.

657
00:39:15,853 --> 00:39:17,605
To su laži, sve su to laži!

658
00:39:17,938 --> 00:39:21,567
Moja obitelj, moja obitelj, oni su
polaganje u zemlju truleći.

659
00:39:23,027 --> 00:39:24,987
Svi su mrtvi.

660
00:39:27,656 --> 00:39:28,991
Kuća.

661
00:39:29,158 --> 00:39:33,204
Kuća je prazna i njihova odjeća.

662
00:39:33,704 --> 00:39:36,957
Njihova odjeća, njihova odjeća...

663
00:39:36,999 --> 00:39:39,668
još miriše na njih.

664
00:39:40,461 --> 00:39:42,421
Kako mi možeš reći?

665
00:39:44,423 --> 00:39:48,177
[teško disanje] Postoji
lekcija, postoji poruka,

666
00:39:48,469 --> 00:39:51,097
ima nešto u boli.

667
00:39:51,222 --> 00:39:53,182
u pravu si

668
00:39:54,225 --> 00:39:56,185
Sve su to samo riječi.

669
00:39:57,478 --> 00:40:00,940
Očajnički pokušaji
smisao iz besmislenog svijeta.

670
00:40:02,691 --> 00:40:04,735
Hej, ovo ih neće vratiti.

671
00:40:05,986 --> 00:40:07,905
Ne želim to uzeti.

672
00:40:07,947 --> 00:40:09,406
Ne želim ostati ovdje.

673
00:40:09,448 --> 00:40:11,367
želim ići.

674
00:40:11,409 --> 00:40:13,202
Želim ići tamo gdje su oni.

675
00:40:14,245 --> 00:40:16,205
A što ako nema ništa?

676
00:40:17,498 --> 00:40:21,127
Što ako je ovaj život sve što imamo?

677
00:40:22,878 --> 00:40:26,465
Proveo sam godine govoreći ljudima o raju.

678
00:40:27,967 --> 00:40:29,927
I sada.

679
00:40:31,470 --> 00:40:33,431
Samo ne znam.

680
00:40:34,223 --> 00:40:37,935
Ali znam da okončati svoj život,

681
00:40:39,687 --> 00:40:41,647
nepošteno njihovo pamćenje.

682
00:40:41,897 --> 00:40:43,482
[vrištanje i deranje]

683
00:40:44,275 --> 00:40:45,443
[pucanj]

684
00:40:46,318 --> 00:40:47,318
[kucanje srca]

685
00:40:47,611 --> 00:40:48,611
[kucanje srca]

686
00:40:48,821 --> 00:40:50,573
[kucanje srca]

687
00:40:50,948 --> 00:40:52,491
[kucanje srca]

688
00:40:53,242 --> 00:40:55,202
[kucanje srca]

689
00:40:55,953 --> 00:40:58,706
[kucanje srca]

690
00:40:59,373 --> 00:41:00,373
oooh!

691
00:41:01,709 --> 00:41:05,004
[kucanje srca]

692
00:41:05,963 --> 00:41:08,174
ne mogu disati...

693
00:41:08,799 --> 00:41:10,885
[kucanje srca]

694
00:41:12,970 --> 00:41:17,141
[kucanje srca]

695
00:41:18,893 --> 00:41:21,437
[kucanje srca]

696
00:41:24,315 --> 00:41:27,443
[kucanje srca]

697
00:41:27,985 --> 00:41:28,986
Ne daj da umrem!

698
00:41:29,111 --> 00:41:30,154
Ne daj da umrem!

699
00:41:31,864 --> 00:41:36,410
[kucanje srca]

700
00:41:39,997 --> 00:41:41,165
- Bila je to nesreća.
-Vauu!

701
00:41:41,207 --> 00:41:44,459
Bila je to nesreća. Ne bih trebala
zgrabio pištolj,

702
00:41:44,501 --> 00:41:45,101
ne... ne... ne...

703
00:41:45,106 --> 00:41:46,938
Ali moramo dobiti
dolje po onaj pribor za prvu pomoć.

704
00:41:46,962 --> 00:41:48,482
Gdje je... Gdje je tvoj pribor za prvu pomoć?

705
00:42:01,727 --> 00:42:02,853
Hajde, hajde.

706
00:42:02,895 --> 00:42:03,896
hajde

707
00:42:04,104 --> 00:42:05,272
Hajde, polako.

708
00:42:05,314 --> 00:42:06,231
Lako.

709
00:42:06,273 --> 00:42:08,108
Ići. Vidi, hajde, hajde.

710
00:42:08,859 --> 00:42:10,945
U redu, možeš li to? dobro si

711
00:42:11,070 --> 00:42:12,070
U redu.

712
00:42:12,196 --> 00:42:13,614
Oh, ne, oh!

713
00:42:13,864 --> 00:42:15,115
jesi dobro

714
00:42:15,199 --> 00:42:16,199
ja sam dobro

715
00:42:24,458 --> 00:42:25,709
Oh.

716
00:42:34,927 --> 00:42:36,261
-Evo ga.
- Jesi li shvatio?

717
00:42:36,303 --> 00:42:36,937
Da, da, da, da.

718
00:42:37,263 --> 00:42:38,430
- Vau!
-Da.

719
00:42:38,472 --> 00:42:39,181
Da.

720
00:42:39,223 --> 00:42:41,684
Ovdje. Vratimo sve unatrag.

721
00:42:41,809 --> 00:42:43,769
U redu, u redu.

722
00:42:43,811 --> 00:42:45,771
Bit će tamo neke antiseptičke maramice.

723
00:42:45,813 --> 00:42:46,855
U redu.

724
00:42:46,897 --> 00:42:47,773
U redu.

725
00:42:47,815 --> 00:42:48,482
[mmm]

726
00:42:48,524 --> 00:42:50,835
Morat ćeš ovo prerezati
košulja i neke škare unutra.

727
00:42:50,859 --> 00:42:55,197
U redu, imam škare.
I antiseptičke maramice.

728
00:42:55,489 --> 00:42:56,406
U redu.

729
00:42:56,448 --> 00:42:57,700
U redu.

730
00:42:57,825 --> 00:42:58,592
Idemo, idemo.

731
00:42:58,701 --> 00:42:59,409
znaš što

732
00:42:59,451 --> 00:43:00,851
Pusti me da dođem sljedeći. Ta strana.

733
00:43:03,747 --> 00:43:04,790
U redu.

734
00:43:05,082 --> 00:43:06,333
U redu, dušo.

735
00:43:06,959 --> 00:43:07,834
U redu.

736
00:43:07,876 --> 00:43:08,877
Idemo.

737
00:43:10,045 --> 00:43:11,045
Da.

738
00:43:12,381 --> 00:43:13,400
-malo.
-Pusti me da dođem tamo.

739
00:43:13,424 --> 00:43:14,024
u redu, u redu.

740
00:43:14,258 --> 00:43:15,258
Samo me pusti da stignem.

741
00:43:15,342 --> 00:43:15,968
U redu.

742
00:43:16,051 --> 00:43:17,051
U redu. Vau.

743
00:43:17,344 --> 00:43:18,095
U redu, dušo.

744
00:43:18,178 --> 00:43:19,197
- Vidiš li?
-Da, da, da, da.

745
00:43:19,221 --> 00:43:20,280
Ah. U redu.

746
00:43:20,347 --> 00:43:21,432
Samo me pusti da provjerim.

747
00:43:21,890 --> 00:43:23,058
Ah, ah!

748
00:43:23,517 --> 00:43:24,143
Tako mi je žao.

749
00:43:24,226 --> 00:43:25,506
-Ah, ah!
-Oh. O moj Bože.

750
00:43:25,644 --> 00:43:26,353
Vidiš li to?

751
00:43:26,437 --> 00:43:27,563
U redu, oh, oh, idemo.

752
00:43:27,938 --> 00:43:28,814
-Ah, ah!
-Idemo.

753
00:43:28,856 --> 00:43:29,982
-Ah, ah!
-U redu.

754
00:43:30,024 --> 00:43:30,732
U redu.

755
00:43:30,774 --> 00:43:31,441
ooh

756
00:43:31,483 --> 00:43:32,985
Vau. Hm.

757
00:43:33,110 --> 00:43:35,487
Metak nije probio.

758
00:43:37,239 --> 00:43:37,864
U redu.

759
00:43:37,906 --> 00:43:38,906
Tako mi je žao.

760
00:43:39,074 --> 00:43:40,575
žao mi je

761
00:43:40,617 --> 00:43:41,617
Tako mi je žao.

762
00:43:42,161 --> 00:43:43,412
Ooh, znam da će izgorjeti.

763
00:43:43,662 --> 00:43:45,080
-Ah, ah!
-Oh, oprosti.

764
00:43:45,331 --> 00:43:46,498
Vau. Ja ooh.

765
00:43:46,790 --> 00:43:47,666
žao mi je

766
00:43:47,708 --> 00:43:48,834
U redu.

767
00:43:49,001 --> 00:43:51,503
Sad, trebat će ti malo
šavove, ali ja to ne mogu.

768
00:43:51,628 --> 00:43:52,379
znaš što

769
00:43:52,421 --> 00:43:54,190
Leptir zavoji će
raditi. Ali doći ćemo i do toga...

770
00:43:54,214 --> 00:43:55,924
ooh! Ah.

771
00:43:55,966 --> 00:43:56,566
u redu...

772
00:43:56,759 --> 00:43:57,676
Da, samo zamotaj. Samo zamotaj.

773
00:43:57,718 --> 00:43:58,718
U redu. U redu. U redu.

774
00:43:59,386 --> 00:44:01,263
Samo zamotaj. Samo zamotaj.

775
00:44:02,514 --> 00:44:04,641
[gunđanje]

776
00:44:06,226 --> 00:44:07,353
U redu, pusti mene.

777
00:44:07,686 --> 00:44:09,539
U redu, samo ga pridrži
evo malo, molim.

778
00:44:09,563 --> 00:44:10,522
Ah. Ja znam, moj.

779
00:44:10,564 --> 00:44:11,774
ja znam ja znam ja znam

780
00:44:13,317 --> 00:44:14,317
Eto nas.

781
00:44:14,568 --> 00:44:15,568
Oh.

782
00:44:16,070 --> 00:44:16,987
Dobro, kako to?

783
00:44:17,029 --> 00:44:18,029
Je li to išta bolje?

784
00:44:18,405 --> 00:44:19,448
Eto nas.

785
00:44:19,615 --> 00:44:21,241
Vau.

786
00:44:21,450 --> 00:44:23,494
Oh, moj Bože, znaš što? hm

787
00:44:23,661 --> 00:44:27,414
kad bi moja djeca dobila
povrijeđena, bila bih mirna,

788
00:44:27,539 --> 00:44:30,709
znaš, i moj moj muž,
Mark, on bi bio taj.

789
00:44:30,751 --> 00:44:34,713
On bi bio tako uznemiren, a ja bih mogla
riješi sve i evo me.

790
00:44:35,005 --> 00:44:36,715
Ne mogu ni ja

791
00:44:36,757 --> 00:44:37,591
paziti na tebe.

792
00:44:37,633 --> 00:44:38,651
Krvariš. Ja sam
tako mi je žao. Tako mi je žao.

793
00:44:38,675 --> 00:44:39,635
Tako mi je žao.

794
00:44:39,677 --> 00:44:40,594
znaš što

795
00:44:40,636 --> 00:44:41,970
Dobro ti ide.

796
00:44:42,096 --> 00:44:43,847
Pa, trebao bi me mrziti.

797
00:44:43,889 --> 00:44:45,807
Pa, ja ne znam.

798
00:44:45,849 --> 00:44:47,517
Zašto ne?

799
00:44:47,559 --> 00:44:50,897
- Držim te kao taoca.
-Ovdje.

800
00:44:50,939 --> 00:44:53,232
Jer vidim osobu u boli,

801
00:44:54,274 --> 00:44:57,695
ne neprijatelj, samo ranjena ovca.

802
00:44:58,612 --> 00:45:04,077
[mrmljanje] U redu.

803
00:45:04,119 --> 00:45:05,452
Volio bih da imam malo vode.

804
00:45:07,204 --> 00:45:07,804
u redu...

805
00:45:08,163 --> 00:45:09,163
Duboki udisaji.

806
00:45:09,331 --> 00:45:10,331
znate.

807
00:45:12,668 --> 00:45:13,794
Dobar si u ovome.

808
00:45:13,836 --> 00:45:15,337
Ah. [smijeh]

809
00:45:15,546 --> 00:45:16,880
Lily?

810
00:45:16,922 --> 00:45:18,382
Oh, ta djevojka, bila je divlja.

811
00:45:18,424 --> 00:45:21,677
Uvijek je padala
te penjanje i skakanje.

812
00:45:21,719 --> 00:45:24,554
I, uh, morao bih se brinuti za nju.

813
00:45:24,596 --> 00:45:27,724
Jednom je pokušala
to do a cartwheel off

814
00:45:27,766 --> 00:45:32,479
stol u dnevnoj sobi i ona
imala je šavove po cijeloj bradi.

815
00:45:32,813 --> 00:45:34,064
Zvuči kao živahno dijete.

816
00:45:34,773 --> 00:45:36,442
Oh, bila je, bila je.

817
00:45:36,733 --> 00:45:38,694
Svi su bili.

818
00:45:39,486 --> 00:45:41,405
dakle...

819
00:45:41,447 --> 00:45:43,281
znaš što Tako je i bilo.

820
00:45:43,323 --> 00:45:45,701
Zato te večeri nisam mogao otići.

821
00:45:45,993 --> 00:45:47,953
Znao sam da je nešto.

822
00:45:48,245 --> 00:45:51,248
Kad su tvoji roditelji dobili
tamo, onakve kakve su bile.

823
00:45:51,373 --> 00:45:55,502
Brinući se za tebe dok si bio
u bolovima, a kako nitko nije bio

824
00:45:55,586 --> 00:45:59,465
obraćajući pažnju na što
dogodilo tvojoj obitelji.

825
00:46:00,340 --> 00:46:03,719
Tako sam ostao u kapelici,
i molio sam za njih.

826
00:46:05,220 --> 00:46:08,599
Lily, Jason, Emily i Mark.

827
00:46:09,933 --> 00:46:12,686
Stalno sam ponavljao njihova imena.

828
00:46:13,979 --> 00:46:18,942
Ne znam zašto, ali
jednostavno se osjećao potrebnim.

829
00:46:21,487 --> 00:46:25,449
Hvala vam što ste ih se sjetili.

830
00:46:26,742 --> 00:46:31,205
Za sjećanje na njih
kao ljudi a ne žrtve.

831
00:46:31,538 --> 00:46:33,499
Cijenim to.

832
00:46:35,209 --> 00:46:37,169
Čekaj, čekaj, doktore.

833
00:46:37,211 --> 00:46:40,255
Prije nego to završite, dajte mi

834
00:46:40,297 --> 00:46:42,466
jedna od njih narančasta
naivčine koje imaš unutra.

835
00:46:43,300 --> 00:46:45,260
[smijeh] Oh! Ah.

836
00:46:46,094 --> 00:46:47,471
Oh.

837
00:46:48,722 --> 00:46:50,182
Od toga ću se bolje osjećati.

838
00:46:50,265 --> 00:46:51,743
Imam ga, imam ga, imam ga, imam ga.

839
00:46:51,767 --> 00:46:52,767
Hvala.

840
00:46:52,851 --> 00:46:53,851
Nema na čemu.

841
00:46:54,520 --> 00:46:56,188
nema na čemu

842
00:46:56,813 --> 00:46:58,774
Tako.

843
00:46:59,483 --> 00:47:01,401
Što ćemo sad?

844
00:47:01,443 --> 00:47:03,612
Hm, ne znam.

845
00:47:03,654 --> 00:47:05,614
Pretpostavljam da ću se vratiti u svoj ured.

846
00:47:06,990 --> 00:47:10,202
Da, možemo, ali ti znaš
Držim te kao taoca.

847
00:47:10,244 --> 00:47:12,204
Imam pištolj.

848
00:47:13,247 --> 00:47:15,207
Počinjem se hladiti.

849
00:47:16,166 --> 00:47:18,126
U redu.

850
00:47:18,669 --> 00:47:20,420
Pa ti još uvijek.

851
00:47:20,963 --> 00:47:25,175
Još uvijek imaš malo viskija
lijevo i koje djeluju kao sedativ.

852
00:47:26,635 --> 00:47:28,595
U redu.

853
00:47:30,514 --> 00:47:32,474
Mmm.

854
00:47:33,308 --> 00:47:35,269
ooh

855
00:47:35,519 --> 00:47:36,519
Lagano, lagano, lagano.

856
00:47:37,729 --> 00:47:38,981
U redu.

857
00:47:39,898 --> 00:47:41,858
U redu.

858
00:47:44,862 --> 00:47:46,822
U redu, idi, stani, stani
idi, budi oprezan, oprezan.

859
00:47:48,657 --> 00:47:49,657
[pjevačica pjeva]

860
00:47:58,041 --> 00:48:00,002
Hajde, uhvatio sam te...

861
00:48:00,586 --> 00:48:02,546
U redu, shvatio sam.

862
00:48:02,754 --> 00:48:04,673
hajde

863
00:48:04,715 --> 00:48:06,341
Ah!

864
00:48:06,383 --> 00:48:07,425
Oh.

865
00:48:07,467 --> 00:48:09,678
Dišite, dišite, dišite, dišite.

866
00:48:11,972 --> 00:48:13,932
U redu.

867
00:48:14,474 --> 00:48:16,226
Čekati. čekati. U redu.

868
00:48:16,602 --> 00:48:17,602
U redu.

869
00:48:18,395 --> 00:48:19,187
Hajde, možeš ti to.

870
00:48:19,229 --> 00:48:21,189
znaš što

871
00:48:21,273 --> 00:48:22,482
Moram se odmoriti.

872
00:48:22,524 --> 00:48:23,233
U redu.

873
00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:24,568
u redu...

874
00:48:24,943 --> 00:48:26,320
Dobro, polako.

875
00:48:26,570 --> 00:48:28,113
Oh.

876
00:48:28,739 --> 00:48:32,117
hajde

877
00:48:33,243 --> 00:48:35,203
lako.

878
00:48:36,997 --> 00:48:38,332
Lako.

879
00:48:38,540 --> 00:48:41,335
[gunđanje] U redu.

880
00:48:41,460 --> 00:48:43,420
ooh

881
00:48:44,463 --> 00:48:45,630
Ooh, imam neke.

882
00:48:45,672 --> 00:48:46,381
Ah.

883
00:48:46,423 --> 00:48:47,799
Shvaćam, shvaćam. Možete li ga dobiti?

884
00:48:48,258 --> 00:48:50,218
Možete li to izvući iz
moj stražnji džep za mene?

885
00:48:50,969 --> 00:48:51,803
Oh, da.

886
00:48:51,887 --> 00:48:52,929
Oh, da.

887
00:48:53,513 --> 00:48:55,474
Ah.

888
00:48:57,225 --> 00:48:59,186
u redu, u redu.

889
00:48:59,353 --> 00:49:00,562
U redu.

890
00:49:03,231 --> 00:49:04,231
ooh

891
00:49:04,483 --> 00:49:06,163
Pa, nismo morali ići u tvoj ured.

892
00:49:06,485 --> 00:49:09,613
[smijeh] Mogao si
samo ga izvuci unutra.

893
00:49:10,614 --> 00:49:14,034
Ummm. Pomozi mi da dobijem to, pomozi mi s tim.

894
00:49:14,368 --> 00:49:17,454
Oh, hajde.

895
00:49:17,496 --> 00:49:18,872
U redu, evo ga.

896
00:49:18,914 --> 00:49:20,165
Da.

897
00:49:25,337 --> 00:49:27,631
-Ah.
- Vau!

898
00:49:27,673 --> 00:49:29,424
Kad bi me moj džemat sada mogao vidjeti.

899
00:49:29,633 --> 00:49:32,135
[smijeh] Oh.

900
00:49:33,929 --> 00:49:37,140
Ah. Znaš, jesam.

901
00:49:39,643 --> 00:49:43,981
Pokušavam odlučiti trebam li
pozvati hitnu pomoć nadležnima.

902
00:49:45,732 --> 00:49:48,151
Ne, nemojmo još brinuti o tome.

903
00:49:48,735 --> 00:49:53,115
Ali morate vidjeti a
profesionalni za tu ruku.

904
00:49:57,828 --> 00:49:59,788
imam pitanje za vas.

905
00:50:00,497 --> 00:50:02,457
U redu.

906
00:50:03,208 --> 00:50:06,545
Zašto si se toliko bojao smrti
kada ste imali napadaj panike?

907
00:50:07,963 --> 00:50:13,552
U redu, ali prvo želim da mi kažeš

908
00:50:14,553 --> 00:50:16,805
zašto si tako ljut na Boga.

909
00:50:21,977 --> 00:50:23,937
moja majka.

910
00:50:25,772 --> 00:50:29,693
Imali smo vezu za razliku od
bilo tko drugi koga poznajem.

911
00:50:32,487 --> 00:50:39,661
Ona je bila ta koja me naučila
kako moliti, kako čitati Bibliju.

912
00:50:40,245 --> 00:50:43,373
Kako u svemu vidjeti Boga.

913
00:50:46,460 --> 00:50:48,420
Bila je prva u crkvi.

914
00:50:49,713 --> 00:50:51,673
Ona je posljednja otišla.

915
00:50:52,716 --> 00:50:54,676
Uvijek volontiram.

916
00:50:57,971 --> 00:50:59,931
Uvijek.

917
00:51:00,223 --> 00:51:03,435
Podržavala me u svakom pogledu.

918
00:51:05,729 --> 00:51:08,440
Čak i kad sam odlučio

919
00:51:08,523 --> 00:51:11,443
ići u ministarstvo
bez očeve želje.

920
00:51:15,989 --> 00:51:18,200
Znam da ovo može zvučati smiješno, ali.

921
00:51:19,493 --> 00:51:22,704
Mislio sam da je moja majka
najbliže Djevici Mariji.

922
00:51:23,038 --> 00:51:24,998
Oh. Vau.

923
00:51:25,999 --> 00:51:30,712
ljubavni. nesebičan, tako brižan.

924
00:51:31,046 --> 00:51:33,006
Mm.

925
00:51:33,965 --> 00:51:35,926
Ali kad je dobila rak.

926
00:51:38,470 --> 00:51:41,181
Kada je bol postala tako nepodnošljiva,

927
00:51:46,061 --> 00:51:48,021
Okrivila je Boga.

928
00:51:49,731 --> 00:51:53,902
Čak me je i krivila za
imati vjere u NJEGA.

929
00:51:56,988 --> 00:52:00,951
Počela je psovati, psovati.

930
00:52:05,997 --> 00:52:09,375
Moja majka samo viče Bogu.

931
00:52:09,417 --> 00:52:14,464
Vrištanje iz tog vrištanja
da ju je Bog napustio.

932
00:52:14,965 --> 00:52:17,384
Tijekom COVID-a radio sam ono što sam osjećao

933
00:52:17,968 --> 00:52:19,928
100 sprovoda.

934
00:52:21,221 --> 00:52:23,682
I svjedočio sam čudima.

935
00:52:26,226 --> 00:52:29,688
Hromi hodaju, bolesni ozdravljaju.

936
00:52:31,982 --> 00:52:33,942
Svjedočio sam molitvama

937
00:52:35,986 --> 00:52:37,946
to prkosilo objašnjenju.

938
00:52:38,738 --> 00:52:40,699
Tako sam osnovao molitveni tim.

939
00:52:40,782 --> 00:52:42,700
Zagovornici.

940
00:52:42,742 --> 00:52:45,203
Mislim, molili smo dan i noć.

941
00:52:47,455 --> 00:52:50,208
Bio sam siguran.

942
00:52:51,960 --> 00:52:54,713
Apsolutno je siguran da bi je Bog izliječio.

943
00:52:58,425 --> 00:53:01,887
Ali bol je postala takva
sve nepodnošljivije,

944
00:53:01,970 --> 00:53:05,223
da me molila da joj oduzmem život.

945
00:53:06,224 --> 00:53:09,352
Moja majka, žena koja

946
00:53:09,394 --> 00:53:11,646
naučio me da imam vjeru je prosjačenje

947
00:53:13,899 --> 00:53:15,859
svog sina pastora da joj pomogne umrijeti.

948
00:53:24,993 --> 00:53:28,079
Nisam mogao razumjeti
kako joj je Bog dopustio...

949
00:53:28,121 --> 00:53:31,333
izgubiti svoju vjeru, svoje dostojanstvo.

950
00:53:33,960 --> 00:53:37,297
I svi smo jako molili.

951
00:53:44,471 --> 00:53:47,432
Posljednje suvisle stvari
rekla mi je,

952
00:53:50,226 --> 00:53:52,187
Gdje je tvoj Bog?

953
00:53:54,231 --> 00:53:56,191
Gdje je sada tvoj Bog, Davide?

954
00:54:01,488 --> 00:54:04,699
Nakon toga, stojeći u
ta je propovjedaonica bila poput kazališta.

955
00:54:05,992 --> 00:54:08,453
Šuplje riječi, prazna obećanja.

956
00:54:12,248 --> 00:54:18,213
Kako bih mogao nekome reći
tugujući vjerovati u Boga?

957
00:54:20,715 --> 00:54:22,676
Kad više ne vjerujem u sebe?

958
00:54:23,218 --> 00:54:25,178
znate.

959
00:54:25,720 --> 00:54:29,683
Moja svekrva je rekla
nešto slično meni.

960
00:54:31,226 --> 00:54:33,603
Rekla je da je Bog dobar.

961
00:54:35,730 --> 00:54:37,691
On ima plan.

962
00:54:39,025 --> 00:54:43,238
Htjela sam vrištati...

963
00:54:43,280 --> 00:54:47,450
Htio sam vrištati i
nikad ne prestani vrištati.

964
00:54:49,995 --> 00:54:51,913
Razumijem taj osjećaj.

965
00:54:51,955 --> 00:54:53,665
Sada je na tebi red.

966
00:54:53,999 --> 00:54:55,917
reci mi

967
00:54:55,959 --> 00:54:59,421
Zašto ste se toliko bojali
umrijeti tijekom napadaja panike?

968
00:55:01,214 --> 00:55:03,841
Mislim da bismo trebali ići i
provjeri te posude za vodu.

969
00:55:03,883 --> 00:55:05,302
hajde

970
00:55:05,427 --> 00:55:06,928
Misliš da to možeš?

971
00:55:07,637 --> 00:55:08,263
hajde

972
00:55:08,388 --> 00:55:09,389
Trebat će mi pomoć.

973
00:55:09,556 --> 00:55:10,807
U redu.

974
00:55:11,599 --> 00:55:14,185
hajde Samo se osloni na mene.

975
00:55:14,394 --> 00:55:16,479
hajde Gore. Gore. Gore.

976
00:55:16,521 --> 00:55:17,230
U redu.

977
00:55:17,272 --> 00:55:18,106
U redu, u redu, u redu.

978
00:55:18,148 --> 00:55:19,023
U redu, idemo.

979
00:55:19,065 --> 00:55:20,024
Hajde, imam, imam.

980
00:55:20,066 --> 00:55:21,109
U redu, polako.

981
00:55:21,609 --> 00:55:23,111
Ispusti dah. Duboko udahni.

982
00:55:23,236 --> 00:55:24,779
Jeste li spremni?

983
00:55:24,821 --> 00:55:26,614
U redu, hajde, hajde.

984
00:55:26,906 --> 00:55:28,324
U redu.

985
00:55:28,366 --> 00:55:29,701
U redu.

986
00:55:29,743 --> 00:55:30,743
hajde

987
00:55:33,455 --> 00:55:35,456
Idemo.

988
00:55:35,498 --> 00:55:37,417
Samo sjedi kako treba.

989
00:55:37,459 --> 00:55:39,419
Raskomotite se.

990
00:55:41,963 --> 00:55:43,881
U redu, jesi li dobro?

991
00:55:43,923 --> 00:55:45,550
Jesi li dobro tamo?

992
00:55:45,592 --> 00:55:46,426
Da.

993
00:55:46,509 --> 00:55:47,509
U redu.

994
00:55:50,472 --> 00:55:52,432
Znaš, mislio sam to.

995
00:55:55,477 --> 00:55:57,437
Ovo bi bilo drugačije.

996
00:56:00,273 --> 00:56:02,442
Da ću ja imati kontrolu.

997
00:56:05,028 --> 00:56:07,030
[sipanje vode]

998
00:56:09,449 --> 00:56:11,659
[zveckanje kante]

999
00:56:12,494 --> 00:56:14,454
ali.

1000
00:56:15,288 --> 00:56:18,958
Misleći da ću biti spreman,
ali kad nisam mogla disati,

1001
00:56:19,000 --> 00:56:22,629
kad sam mislio da umirem, ja

1002
00:56:24,089 --> 00:56:26,049
Bio sam prestravljen.

1003
00:56:33,973 --> 00:56:36,935
Znaš li zašto sam došao
ovdje večeras konkretno?

1004
00:56:37,727 --> 00:56:39,020
br.

1005
00:56:39,062 --> 00:56:40,438
Godišnjica nam je.

1006
00:56:43,233 --> 00:56:48,613
Mark i ja bismo bili
danas u braku 35 godina.

1007
00:56:53,993 --> 00:56:59,207
I to je također
godišnjica svađe.

1008
00:57:00,708 --> 00:57:02,627
Kakav argument?

1009
00:57:02,669 --> 00:57:07,674
Kasnili smo na
crkve, i bio sam bijesan.

1010
00:57:08,967 --> 00:57:14,180
I vikala sam na Marka
o vožnji brže, vozi brže.

1011
00:57:14,973 --> 00:57:18,685
Vikanje na Emily zbog ostanka
vani kasno, ne želeći ići u crkvu.

1012
00:57:19,227 --> 00:57:23,189
I bila sam ljuta na Jasona
čitajući tu knjigu o dinosaurusima.

1013
00:57:24,983 --> 00:57:28,027
I Lily se prolila

1014
00:57:28,069 --> 00:57:30,238
sok niz prednjicu njezine haljine.

1015
00:57:30,572 --> 00:57:35,034
I bila sam. Bio sam izvan sebe

1016
00:57:36,244 --> 00:57:41,249
Moje posljednje riječi mojoj obitelji.

1017
00:57:42,208 --> 00:57:44,169
Bile su to ljutite riječi.

1018
00:57:46,212 --> 00:57:49,549
A sve je bilo zbog kašnjenja

1019
00:57:49,591 --> 00:57:53,219
za crkvu, sve o izgledu.

1020
00:57:53,970 --> 00:57:57,140
Što bi svi pomislili da...

1021
00:57:57,182 --> 00:58:00,518
nedjeljna škola
učiteljeva obitelj kasno je došla.

1022
00:58:03,980 --> 00:58:09,194
Svađali smo se kad nas je taj kamion udario.

1023
00:58:11,446 --> 00:58:17,452
Ako. Kad ne bismo imali
otišao u crkvu te nedjelje,

1024
00:58:18,077 --> 00:58:23,416
Da nisam toliko zabrinut
biti na vrijeme, ako bismo samo,

1025
00:58:24,292 --> 00:58:26,252
ako.

1026
00:58:26,711 --> 00:58:30,006
Da smo samo ostali doma...

1027
00:58:30,381 --> 00:58:31,048
Sarah...

1028
00:58:31,090 --> 00:58:32,342
Ne, ne, ne, ne.

1029
00:58:33,218 --> 00:58:35,178
Pitao si zašto se bojim.

1030
00:58:36,387 --> 00:58:39,641
Bojim se da Bog...

1031
00:58:39,807 --> 00:58:43,394
kažnjava me, da je moja obitelj,

1032
00:58:43,436 --> 00:58:46,606
gore na nebu, i neću moći,

1033
00:58:46,648 --> 00:58:49,984
pridruži im se jer njihova smrt je na redu,

1034
00:58:50,026 --> 00:58:52,946
moje ruke, i to je
zašto me Bog nije uzeo.

1035
00:58:56,241 --> 00:58:58,201
Ne ide to tako.

1036
00:59:00,286 --> 00:59:02,247
kako znas

1037
00:59:04,249 --> 00:59:06,542
Ta nesreća nije bila kazna.

1038
00:59:06,584 --> 00:59:08,962
Bila je to samo... nesreća.

1039
00:59:09,462 --> 00:59:12,757
[izlijevanje vode]

1040
00:59:14,217 --> 00:59:16,177
Kako možeš biti tako siguran?

1041
00:59:16,219 --> 00:59:19,681
Jer ako je Bog kaznio ljude
tako nitko od nas ne bi preživio.

1042
00:59:21,266 --> 00:59:23,226
Zašto onda?

1043
00:59:24,227 --> 00:59:25,561
Zašto oni?

1044
00:59:25,603 --> 00:59:26,854
Zašto ne i ja?

1045
00:59:28,231 --> 00:59:30,191
ne znam

1046
00:59:30,775 --> 00:59:32,735
I ne želim se pretvarati
imati odgovor.

1047
00:59:34,737 --> 00:59:37,991
Ali nije bilo zato
svađali ste se tog jutra.

1048
00:59:38,866 --> 00:59:40,466
[pjevačica vokalizira]

1049
00:59:45,498 --> 00:59:47,458
Moram nešto provjeriti.

1050
00:59:48,710 --> 00:59:50,670
Sarah.

1051
00:59:51,004 --> 00:59:52,504
[dramatična glazba]

1052
01:00:37,967 --> 01:00:39,927
župnik!

1053
01:00:40,595 --> 01:00:41,846
Sarah, nemoj...

1054
01:00:41,888 --> 01:00:43,639
Ne, ne, ne, neću te upucati.

1055
01:00:52,732 --> 01:00:55,985
Ali učinit ću ono zbog čega sam došao.

1056
01:00:56,027 --> 01:00:57,194
Ne, Sarah.

1057
01:00:57,236 --> 01:00:58,613
Gledaj, Sarah, ne radi to.

1058
01:00:58,655 --> 01:00:59,697
Zašto ne?

1059
01:00:59,739 --> 01:01:01,532
Gledaj, daj mi neki razlog da nije

1060
01:01:01,574 --> 01:01:05,953
neka floskula, neki razlog
da nije iz neke propovijedi.

1061
01:01:06,996 --> 01:01:08,914
Jer te trebam.

1062
01:01:08,956 --> 01:01:10,458
Što?

1063
01:01:11,209 --> 01:01:13,169
Dolaziš ovamo večeras.

1064
01:01:14,212 --> 01:01:15,296
Mora da je bio Bog.

1065
01:01:15,338 --> 01:01:16,658
Nije mogla biti slučajnost.

1066
01:01:17,256 --> 01:01:20,176
Oh, tako Bože, tako, sada
opet vjeruješ u Boga.

1067
01:01:21,219 --> 01:01:25,556
Ne znam vise u sta da verujem,
ali znam da ne želim da umreš.

1068
01:01:25,723 --> 01:01:28,684
Dolaziš ovamo večeras od svih noći,

1069
01:01:29,977 --> 01:01:32,438
toliko me podsjećaš na moju majku.

1070
01:01:33,356 --> 01:01:35,274
Nisam nimalo poput tvoje majke.

1071
01:01:35,316 --> 01:01:39,737
Vidi, briga koju si posvetio... čak i kad...

1072
01:01:39,779 --> 01:01:42,990
te je boljelo, ti
i dalje brinuo za moju ruku.

1073
01:01:44,575 --> 01:01:46,536
A to si ti, Sarah.

1074
01:01:46,994 --> 01:01:51,374
Čak i kad padaš
odvojeno, još uvijek ti je stalo.

1075
01:01:51,416 --> 01:01:52,875
voliš.

1076
01:01:52,917 --> 01:01:57,130
Onda ako je to što govoriš
Istina, i Bog me poslao tebi,

1077
01:01:59,465 --> 01:02:01,426
onda ili...

1078
01:02:02,468 --> 01:02:05,221
Bog je u tome, ili je samo nešto, nešto,

1079
01:02:05,263 --> 01:02:10,351
kaotičan, neka kaotična slučajnost.

1080
01:02:11,728 --> 01:02:13,688
Možda je to to.

1081
01:02:13,730 --> 01:02:16,691
To oboje tražimo
sigurnost tamo gdje je nema.

1082
01:02:17,483 --> 01:02:20,445
Možda se ne radi o vjeri
imajući sve odgovore.

1083
01:02:20,987 --> 01:02:23,448
Možda se radi o nastavku kad ne radimo.

1084
01:02:24,740 --> 01:02:28,327
To nije dovoljno dobro.

1085
01:02:28,369 --> 01:02:30,413
Vidi, to je sve što imam.

1086
01:02:30,455 --> 01:02:32,415
Što ako smo oboje u krivu?

1087
01:02:32,748 --> 01:02:35,710
Što ako Bog nije kazna ili nagrada?

1088
01:02:36,210 --> 01:02:38,129
Možda je on samo,

1089
01:02:38,171 --> 01:02:39,922
prisutan.

1090
01:02:41,966 --> 01:02:46,679
Pa, ako je Bog prisutan, onda
zašto toliko boli?

1091
01:02:49,098 --> 01:02:51,058
Vidi, ne znam.

1092
01:02:52,477 --> 01:02:54,437
Ali znam da ne želim da umreš.

1093
01:02:56,981 --> 01:02:58,899
A ni tvoja obitelj ovo ne bi htjela.

1094
01:02:58,941 --> 01:03:02,195
Ne znaš što bi moja obitelj htjela.

1095
01:03:03,738 --> 01:03:07,200
Znam da su te voljeli, i ja
znaj da su te jako voljeli.

1096
01:03:07,950 --> 01:03:10,077
A ljubav ne želi uništenje,

1097
01:03:11,245 --> 01:03:13,206
ljubav želi život.

1098
01:03:14,999 --> 01:03:17,460
Ne znam kako živjeti bez njih.

1099
01:03:17,960 --> 01:03:21,172
Ni ja. Bez moje majke,

1100
01:03:21,214 --> 01:03:23,424
bez moje moje vjere kakva je bila.

1101
01:03:26,677 --> 01:03:28,721
Možda nismo bili suđeni
proći kroz ovo sam.

1102
01:03:29,222 --> 01:03:31,182
Možda nam je suđeno
proći kroz ovo zajedno.

1103
01:03:32,475 --> 01:03:33,684
Što to govoriš?

1104
01:03:33,726 --> 01:03:34,977
Možemo mi to.

1105
01:03:37,480 --> 01:03:39,440
Nas.

1106
01:03:41,484 --> 01:03:44,904
Moja baka, mudra
žena, koliko shvaćam

1107
01:03:44,946 --> 01:03:49,367
u ovom trenutku nije progovorila godinama.

1108
01:03:52,245 --> 01:03:54,205
Ali ona govori kroz ove karte.

1109
01:03:57,458 --> 01:04:00,670
Do sada nisam znao zašto.

1110
01:04:07,468 --> 01:04:10,429
Bože, daj mi spokoj

1111
01:04:10,471 --> 01:04:14,225
prihvatiti stvari koje ne mogu promijeniti,

1112
01:04:14,267 --> 01:04:16,352
i hrabrost da
promijeniti stvari koje mogu,

1113
01:04:17,728 --> 01:04:21,858
i mudrost, mudrost
znati razliku.

1114
01:04:28,239 --> 01:04:30,199
Prebrodit ćemo ovo.

1115
01:04:31,367 --> 01:04:32,702
U redu?

1116
01:04:33,327 --> 01:04:35,121
Uspjet ćemo.

1117
01:04:37,039 --> 01:04:38,739
[gospel glazba]

1118
01:04:58,603 --> 01:05:02,732
Nadam se da ne razmišljaš o samoubojstvu.

1119
01:05:03,482 --> 01:05:05,443
br.

1120
01:05:09,572 --> 01:05:11,490
Samo razmišljam o noći.

1121
01:05:11,532 --> 01:05:13,618
Oh. Vau!

1122
01:05:14,327 --> 01:05:19,206
Ove klupe nisu namijenjene za spavanje.

1123
01:05:19,665 --> 01:05:23,460
[smijeh] Reci to meni
zajednice tijekom nedjeljnih propovijedi.

1124
01:05:23,502 --> 01:05:25,463
Mmm.

1125
01:05:29,717 --> 01:05:34,680
Možeš li mi ikada oprostiti što sam držao
ti talac i što sam te ustrijelio?

1126
01:05:36,349 --> 01:05:38,267
Naravno da ti opraštam.

1127
01:05:38,309 --> 01:05:40,227
Oh, hvala ti.

1128
01:05:41,228 --> 01:05:43,189
Hvala.

1129
01:05:43,981 --> 01:05:48,945
Sada, želim razgovarati s tobom o nečemu
da si mi pričao o svojoj majci.

1130
01:05:50,738 --> 01:05:55,201
Rekao si da je psovala
kraju, da je pitala Boga.

1131
01:05:56,494 --> 01:05:58,412
Da.

1132
01:05:58,454 --> 01:06:02,375
I da je to jedan od razloga
izgubio si vjeru, jer ako ona...

1133
01:06:04,001 --> 01:06:05,919
mogla izgubiti vjeru...

1134
01:06:05,961 --> 01:06:07,963
Bila je najpobožnija
žena koju sam ikada poznavao.

1135
01:06:08,965 --> 01:06:12,551
Ne vjerujem da Bog,

1136
01:06:13,969 --> 01:06:15,888
napustio ju.

1137
01:06:15,930 --> 01:06:17,139
Isus je nije napustio.

1138
01:06:17,181 --> 01:06:21,435
Radila sam u hospicijskoj njezi.

1139
01:06:21,978 --> 01:06:28,150
Dok sam bila u bolničkoj sestri,
trening, i vidio sam mnogo ljudi,

1140
01:06:28,734 --> 01:06:30,653
na kraju.

1141
01:06:30,695 --> 01:06:32,238
I bol.

1142
01:06:34,240 --> 01:06:37,451
Vau. Bol mijenja ljude.

1143
01:06:39,495 --> 01:06:41,455
Lijekovi.

1144
01:06:42,748 --> 01:06:47,211
Mijenja ljude i umiranje.

1145
01:06:48,212 --> 01:06:50,172
Mijenja ljude.

1146
01:06:50,965 --> 01:06:52,925
David.

1147
01:06:53,718 --> 01:06:57,179
U prirodnom svijetu,

1148
01:06:57,221 --> 01:07:00,224
samo ljudsko srce
teži oko 10 unci.

1149
01:07:00,975 --> 01:07:02,643
ne razumijem

1150
01:07:02,768 --> 01:07:04,687
Ali u duhovnom svijetu,

1151
01:07:05,980 --> 01:07:10,443
srce je ono koje štiti dušu.

1152
01:07:11,235 --> 01:07:14,905
To je čuvar onoga što doista jesmo.

1153
01:07:16,991 --> 01:07:21,454
Sada... tvoja majka.

1154
01:07:24,707 --> 01:07:28,001
Taj mišić od 10 unci...

1155
01:07:28,043 --> 01:07:32,673
koja je kucala u njoj 70 godina,

1156
01:07:34,050 --> 01:07:36,010
nosilo je. Nosilo je ljubav.

1157
01:07:37,470 --> 01:07:40,931
Nosilo je vjeru, nosilo je predanost.

1158
01:07:42,975 --> 01:07:46,186
I bol uma,

1159
01:07:46,228 --> 01:07:51,192
i svu patnju,
izgovarajući iz patnje.

1160
01:07:51,484 --> 01:07:53,444
Bog teži,

1161
01:07:54,737 --> 01:07:59,450
ne riječi koje govorimo
kad smo u agoniji, ali srce.

1162
01:08:00,993 --> 01:08:02,161
Njezino srce.

1163
01:08:02,203 --> 01:08:03,704
Oh!

1164
01:08:03,746 --> 01:08:05,706
Bilo je čisto.

1165
01:08:06,332 --> 01:08:12,004
Njeno srce je bila čista ljubav,
i sigurno ju je odnijelo kući.

1166
01:08:12,963 --> 01:08:14,924
sad,

1167
01:08:15,466 --> 01:08:19,220
sjećate se priče o Isusu

1168
01:08:20,012 --> 01:08:22,681
a kraj njega razbojnik na križu?

1169
01:08:23,224 --> 01:08:27,144
Isus ga nije spasio jer je bio

1170
01:08:27,770 --> 01:08:30,231
ah, ah, ah, pobožan.

1171
01:08:32,233 --> 01:08:33,317
br.

1172
01:08:33,442 --> 01:08:36,236
Nije ga spasio jer on, on...

1173
01:08:36,278 --> 01:08:41,534
bio desetina ili zato što on
brinuo o životinjama i ljudima,

1174
01:08:43,244 --> 01:08:47,456
jer je hranio
gladni, obukli gole.

1175
01:08:48,999 --> 01:08:51,961
Ne, Isus ga je spasio.

1176
01:08:53,712 --> 01:08:56,757
Jer u tom trenutku,

1177
01:08:56,799 --> 01:09:00,761
u tom trenutku vjera,
kada je rekao: "Gospodaru, kada

1178
01:09:00,803 --> 01:09:04,181
ideš kući u raj,
Želim ići s tobom."

1179
01:09:04,223 --> 01:09:06,225
To je bilo sve što je Isus trebao čuti.

1180
01:09:06,267 --> 01:09:09,395
Taj čin vjere u tom trenutku

1181
01:09:11,730 --> 01:09:17,194
nakon života grijeha i sebičnosti,

1182
01:09:19,488 --> 01:09:25,286
te riječi, ta vjera u to vrijeme.

1183
01:09:27,246 --> 01:09:29,206
Otišao je s Isusom.

1184
01:09:33,460 --> 01:09:36,547
Dakle, ah, znaš,

1185
01:09:36,589 --> 01:09:40,592
kakav je to bend ooh, taj zavoj,
morat ćemo promijeniti zavoj.

1186
01:09:40,634 --> 01:09:41,969
Hajde, hajde, hajde.

1187
01:09:42,011 --> 01:09:43,113
- Slijedite me do kuhinje.
-U redu.

1188
01:09:43,137 --> 01:09:44,346
Hajde, hajde. Gore. Gore.

1189
01:09:44,638 --> 01:09:45,973
hajde dušo

1190
01:09:46,473 --> 01:09:47,973
[gospel glazba]

1191
01:09:53,230 --> 01:09:54,791
TruVine, trebam
mala pomoć ovdje danas.

1192
01:09:54,815 --> 01:09:58,694
Sada, gdje je vaša vjera?

1193
01:09:59,987 --> 01:10:02,239
Vidi, vidi, vidi, sada, sada.

1194
01:10:02,406 --> 01:10:08,203
Vjera, samo... jednostavno nije vjerovanje
da sve ide u redu.

1195
01:10:08,746 --> 01:10:11,957
Ti, vidiš, istina
vjera je pouzdanje u Boga.

1196
01:10:12,416 --> 01:10:16,754
Sad, sad, sad, ne znam za to
Svi ste danas, ali ja sam došao slaviti Boga.

1197
01:10:17,713 --> 01:10:21,008
Jeste li došli ovamo slaviti Boga sa mnom?

1198
01:10:21,884 --> 01:10:23,636
Amen, amen!

1199
01:10:24,220 --> 01:10:25,512
TrueVine, ponavljaj za mnom.

1200
01:10:25,554 --> 01:10:26,805
Gdje ti je vjera?!

1201
01:10:27,014 --> 01:10:28,515
Gdje ti je vjera?!

1202
01:10:28,557 --> 01:10:29,600
Slava Bogu.

1203
01:10:29,934 --> 01:10:31,310
Amen, amen.

1204
01:10:31,352 --> 01:10:33,562
Sada samo želim otići
svi s nečim.

1205
01:10:33,646 --> 01:10:36,815
Znaš, ovu pjesmu, majko moja,
ona je voljela ovu pjesmu, kao i ja

1206
01:10:36,857 --> 01:10:40,193
sigurno smo svi pjevali
ovu pjesmu toliko puta.

1207
01:10:40,235 --> 01:10:44,198
Zato samo pjevaj sa mnom, i
zajedno ćemo slaviti Boga.

1208
01:10:44,740 --> 01:10:46,700
Amen.

1209
01:10:47,493 --> 01:10:48,869
Ah.

1210
01:10:48,911 --> 01:10:56,252
♪ Nevjerojatna milost, ♪

1211
01:10:58,045 --> 01:11:04,343
♪ kako slatko zvuči, ♪

1212
01:11:05,803 --> 01:11:12,434
♪ to je spasilo ♪

1213
01:11:12,726 --> 01:11:17,898
♪ jadnik, ♪

1214
01:11:18,274 --> 01:11:22,987
♪ poput mene, ♪

1215
01:11:23,737 --> 01:11:29,535
♪ Jednom sam bio izgubljen, ♪

1216
01:11:30,744 --> 01:11:36,625
♪ ali sada sam pronađen, ♪

1217
01:11:36,792 --> 01:11:41,005
♪ bio je slijep, ali sada, ♪

1218
01:11:42,214 --> 01:11:43,214
♪ Vidim, ♪

1219
01:11:49,305 --> 01:11:54,476
♪ ah nevjerojatna milost! ♪

1220
01:11:55,936 --> 01:12:02,901
♪ Kako slatko zvuči... ♪

1221
01:12:02,943 --> 01:12:05,904
♪ koji je spasio bijednika. ♪

1222
01:12:08,449 --> 01:12:12,494
♪ Kao ja! ♪

1223
01:12:12,828 --> 01:12:19,418
♪ Jednom sam bio izgubljen. ♪

1224
01:12:19,918 --> 01:12:22,588
♪ Ali sada sam pronađen, ♪

1225
01:12:23,380 --> 01:12:24,380
♪ bio je slijep. ♪

1226
01:12:35,976 --> 01:12:43,976
♪ Ali sada vidim! ♪

1227
01:12:45,527 --> 01:12:46,527
[plakanje]

1228
01:12:58,373 --> 01:12:59,458
[gospel glazba]

1229
01:12:59,500 --> 01:13:00,959
Sjećaš li se ovoga?

1230
01:13:01,335 --> 01:13:03,295
Ooh, bila si zgodna kad si mi dala ovu.

1231
01:13:03,337 --> 01:13:05,172
[smijeh] Smiri se.

1232
01:13:05,214 --> 01:13:07,215
Tog dana ga nisi imao.

1233
01:13:07,257 --> 01:13:08,717
Glava ti se vrtjela.

1234
01:13:09,218 --> 01:13:12,221
Sve u mom poslu.

1235
01:13:12,930 --> 01:13:14,681
Bila sam, bila sam baka
Ruth, opet sam ga pronašla.

1236
01:13:14,723 --> 01:13:16,391
Pa, hoću.

1237
01:13:17,684 --> 01:13:18,518
Pa, ostavit ću vas dvoje.

1238
01:13:18,560 --> 01:13:20,437
U redu.

1239
01:13:21,230 --> 01:13:26,443
Hvala.

1240
01:13:30,989 --> 01:13:34,052
Pronašao sam svoju vjeru u najneočekivanijem
mjesto s najneočekivanijom osobom.

1241
01:13:34,076 --> 01:13:36,036
Ova kartica mi je spasila život.

1242
01:13:38,497 --> 01:13:40,457
Pomogao je spasiti i tuđi život.

1243
01:13:41,417 --> 01:13:44,670
I neću se povući iz crkve.

1244
01:13:46,213 --> 01:13:48,131
[smijeh] Ja ostajem.

1245
01:13:48,173 --> 01:13:50,008
Znaš, upoznao sam ženu te noći.

1246
01:13:50,050 --> 01:13:51,843
Sarah.

1247
01:13:51,885 --> 01:13:53,804
Boljelo ju je koliko i mene.

1248
01:13:53,846 --> 01:13:56,181
Možda i više.

1249
01:13:56,974 --> 01:14:00,894
Ali pomažemo jedni drugima pronaći put natrag.

1250
01:14:01,979 --> 01:14:05,149
Sada, ne u sigurnost, već u nadu

1251
01:14:06,483 --> 01:14:09,528
spremnost da se nastavi.

1252
01:14:09,570 --> 01:14:13,407
Sad, znam da ne možeš
govori, mama Ruth, ali ja

1253
01:14:14,241 --> 01:14:16,641
samo sam htio da znaš da je to
bila tvoja mudrost i tvoja ljubav

1254
01:14:18,495 --> 01:14:21,457
da nam pomogne da se vratimo na pravi put.

1255
01:14:26,753 --> 01:14:29,173
Hm, bako Ruth, gdje su ti karte?

1256
01:14:30,215 --> 01:14:32,176
Pospremio sam ih.

1257
01:14:34,219 --> 01:14:37,181
Bako Ruth, ti govoriš.

1258
01:14:39,683 --> 01:14:47,191
Kad ste jučer došli ovamo.

1259
01:14:48,275 --> 01:14:50,235
Toliko, ljutnje i boli, vidio sam sebe,

1260
01:14:53,238 --> 01:14:57,701
u tvojim očima.

1261
01:14:58,994 --> 01:15:02,915
Godinama sam se pretvarao, Davide.

1262
01:15:03,999 --> 01:15:05,959
Imao odgovor.

1263
01:15:08,462 --> 01:15:10,422
kako to misliš

1264
01:15:10,964 --> 01:15:16,094
Kad ti se majka razboljela, kad je umrla,

1265
01:15:18,222 --> 01:15:20,724
Bio sam bijesan na Boga.

1266
01:15:22,476 --> 01:15:26,480
Bog ne bi trebao uzeti
vaša djeca prije vas.

1267
01:15:28,982 --> 01:15:36,573
Pogotovo jedan. Tako čista i bogobojazna.

1268
01:15:37,991 --> 01:15:41,453
Oh, postala sam tako ljuta.

1269
01:15:44,248 --> 01:15:47,209
Ali svi su me očekivali,

1270
01:15:47,251 --> 01:15:51,213
biti jak, vjeran.

1271
01:15:52,339 --> 01:15:57,594
huh Pa sam prestao pričati, ne,

1272
01:15:57,636 --> 01:16:00,973
samo ljudi, ali posebno Boga.

1273
01:16:01,098 --> 01:16:03,392
Znao sam da se tako osjećaš.

1274
01:16:03,475 --> 01:16:05,435
Znam, dušo.

1275
01:16:06,979 --> 01:16:14,236
Ali ja nisam želio tvoju vjeru
da me potresa nedostatak toga.

1276
01:16:15,487 --> 01:16:20,200
Tako su te karte postale moje skrovište.

1277
01:16:21,743 --> 01:16:29,743
Oh, mogao bih dati mudrost
bez suočavanja s vlastitom sumnjom.

1278
01:16:33,588 --> 01:16:39,845
Bez da priznam, jesam
jednako izgubljen kao i svi ostali.

1279
01:16:41,680 --> 01:16:42,680
ooh

1280
01:16:43,223 --> 01:16:46,810
Ali kad ti, kad si došao.

1281
01:16:50,981 --> 01:16:54,568
Uz svu tvoju bol, ja... Shvatio sam,

1282
01:16:55,319 --> 01:16:59,448
Nisam mogao nastaviti živjeti u laži.

1283
01:17:00,490 --> 01:17:02,450
Mm.

1284
01:17:02,492 --> 01:17:04,453
Mm-hmm.

1285
01:17:06,330 --> 01:17:08,290
dakle...

1286
01:17:08,999 --> 01:17:10,959
Opet sam počela moliti.

1287
01:17:11,960 --> 01:17:14,087
Stvarno se moli.

1288
01:17:15,213 --> 01:17:20,093
Ne samo lijepo recitirati
riječi, ali hrvanje.

1289
01:17:20,969 --> 01:17:23,930
Borba s Bogom,
kao Jakov na rijeci...

1290
01:17:26,975 --> 01:17:29,436
A on je odgovorio: "Da."

1291
01:17:30,729 --> 01:17:35,525
Ali ne dok ga ne zamolim za oprost.

1292
01:17:35,984 --> 01:17:37,944
I misli to.

1293
01:17:41,114 --> 01:17:44,201
Molio sam se za tebe cijelu noć, Davide.

1294
01:17:45,744 --> 01:17:50,123
Zamolio sam Boga da uzme
ukloni svoj bijes, svoju bol,

1295
01:17:50,999 --> 01:17:56,922
tvoju bol i pomoći ti da mu se vratiš.

1296
01:17:59,925 --> 01:18:00,925
Hmm.

1297
01:18:01,968 --> 01:18:08,141
Ponekad Bog koristi naše
slomljenost pomoći drugima.

1298
01:18:09,184 --> 01:18:10,352
Mm-hmm.

1299
01:18:10,727 --> 01:18:13,855
I molio sam se da te noći tako, tako,

1300
01:18:13,897 --> 01:18:16,441
teško, osjećao sam se kao Isus u vrtu.

1301
01:18:19,736 --> 01:18:24,157
Vaše poštenje.

1302
01:18:24,199 --> 01:18:26,451
Tvoja iskrenost tog jutra.

1303
01:18:28,245 --> 01:18:32,833
Pomogao mi je da ponovno pronađem svoj glas.

1304
01:18:34,710 --> 01:18:39,381
I moje molitve, [smijeh] vam pomažu.

1305
01:18:39,756 --> 01:18:41,716
Oni vam pomažu vratiti se kući.

1306
01:18:43,218 --> 01:18:45,429
I oboje smo ponovno pronašli svoju vjeru.

1307
01:18:45,720 --> 01:18:47,639
Hmm.

1308
01:18:47,681 --> 01:18:49,433
Tako Bog radi, dušo.

1309
01:18:50,976 --> 01:18:56,189
On koristi slomljene ljude da
pomoći drugim slomljenim ljudima.

1310
01:18:57,232 --> 01:19:00,986
E to je pravo čudo!

1311
01:19:03,238 --> 01:19:04,781
To je to.

1312
01:19:04,823 --> 01:19:06,408
Volim te, bako Ruth.

1313
01:19:06,450 --> 01:19:08,452
[smijeh] I ja tebe volim, dušo.

1314
01:19:09,494 --> 01:19:14,207
Više od riječi, više
nego što ćeš ikada znati.

1315
01:19:16,376 --> 01:19:18,795
[glasovirska glazba] pjevač vokalizira]

1316
01:19:19,337 --> 01:19:20,797
Hvala ti Gospodine.

1317
01:19:22,215 --> 01:19:24,008
Da, Gospodine. Hvala ti Gospodine.

1318
01:19:24,050 --> 01:19:27,053
Da, Gospodine. Amen.

1319
01:19:27,137 --> 01:19:28,737
[gospel glazba]

1320
01:20:00,000 --> 01:20:02,000
[gospel glazba se nastavlja]

1321
01:21:00,000 --> 01:21:02,000
[gospel glazba se nastavlja]